Question X Y by Quiet Commotion Lyrics

Ett, två, ett, två, tre, fyr

[Verse 1]
As every night turns into day
I feel made of clay
Words are only sounds but not in my head
Love turns to hate, hate

[Chorus 1]
I was born as a boy but I don't feel like
I'll interrupt myself before I finish that sentence

[Verse 2]
I went to the ocean and dug a big hole
So I could lie down, down
Would you hold on if I went out?
Black as the night, night

[Chorus 2]
Let the water wash over my head
I have played my role, I'll go to bed
I don't wanna be dead
[Bridge]
Would you hold on to my ghost?
I feel sick at my body host
On the phone you sound just as alone

I'm just a kid, I'm just a child
Question why did I get X, Y

[Outro]
Would you catch my ghost if I slipped out of your arms?
Would you sit and watch while my body shatters completely?