Real by QTheMarker Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Nothing really felt real, till my mom passed away
Now I be living by the day
Trying to think about everything she used to say
Holding my head up but I don't really feel that way, I'm ok
Is what I say every time they wanna ask me
I'm hurting but I don't want any sympathy
Down and denying everyone helping me
And breaking the bonds with people who felt for me
[Chorus x2]
Feeling like winter time all the time ooh
Even when its summer I'm sick and I'm ooh
Been waiting till the sun gon' shine ooh
But its still raining on the west side
[Verse 2]
I've been down and out for too long
Writing letters to myself in my old songs
Told myself that they were only there for me to vent
And if I really wanted to go I would of went
Long time since I'v been real to myself
Partially lying about loving myself
Guess I only did it hoping maybe it could help
Tried to believe it gonna work but oh well
Fam, I've been on this road before
Climbing Up to new heights I couldn't go before
Feeling better to the point where I know for sure
That I'ma make it, I don't wanna be broke no more
So I grind for days, lose my ways
Lose friends for life as if I'ts just a phase
Sounding super cray but my minds a maze
And I'm lost inside, yeah I'v lost my mind
[Chorus]
Its like winter time all the time ooh
Even when its summer I'm sick and I'm ooh
Been waiting till the sun gon' shine ooh
But its still raining on the west side
[Chorus x3]
Feeling like winter time all the time ooh
Even when its summer I'm sick and I'm ooh
Been waiting till the sun gon' shine ooh
But its still raining on the west side
Nothing really felt real, till my mom passed away
Now I be living by the day
Trying to think about everything she used to say
Holding my head up but I don't really feel that way, I'm ok
Is what I say every time they wanna ask me
I'm hurting but I don't want any sympathy
Down and denying everyone helping me
And breaking the bonds with people who felt for me
[Chorus x2]
Feeling like winter time all the time ooh
Even when its summer I'm sick and I'm ooh
Been waiting till the sun gon' shine ooh
But its still raining on the west side
[Verse 2]
I've been down and out for too long
Writing letters to myself in my old songs
Told myself that they were only there for me to vent
And if I really wanted to go I would of went
Long time since I'v been real to myself
Partially lying about loving myself
Guess I only did it hoping maybe it could help
Tried to believe it gonna work but oh well
Fam, I've been on this road before
Climbing Up to new heights I couldn't go before
Feeling better to the point where I know for sure
That I'ma make it, I don't wanna be broke no more
So I grind for days, lose my ways
Lose friends for life as if I'ts just a phase
Sounding super cray but my minds a maze
And I'm lost inside, yeah I'v lost my mind
[Chorus]
Its like winter time all the time ooh
Even when its summer I'm sick and I'm ooh
Been waiting till the sun gon' shine ooh
But its still raining on the west side
[Chorus x3]
Feeling like winter time all the time ooh
Even when its summer I'm sick and I'm ooh
Been waiting till the sun gon' shine ooh
But its still raining on the west side