Misery by Purple Pines Lyrics

It's getting harder these days to get out of bed to see
The things that I could do
I wish that I could just live in my head rent free
And let my thoughts drift to you
And all the other things
I wish I knew
But I can't sort it out right now

And I can't walk away

When the spring comes in I think of talking to
The people that I know
But when the morning dies it's hard to see which way
The water's gonna flow
Into the abyss
So I dive in
I hope that I'm not missed today

And I hope I can swim

I don't wanna be the one defined by all my misery
So it would be much better if you never came to visit mе
And see all of the things that I think about
The way my thoughts just manifest into thеse nervous doubts
I wanted to know if you ever think of me
The way I think you do
I'm sorry if that makes you uncomfortable
I guess you're happy to
Be who you are
I'll just shut my mouth
And get into the car and drive

And I don't wanna die

I don't wanna be the one defined by all my misery
So it would be much better if you never came to visit me
And see all of the things that I think about
The way my thoughts just manifest into these nervous doubts

Get out of the lake and see if my skin will dry
I look up to the sky
There's a break in the clouds it's a pretty afternoon
My thoughts drift back to you
And all the other things
I wish I knew
But I can't sort it out right now