Why Do I Try by Poncho Model Lyrics

Why do I try?
Why do I always try to hide?
I'm always inside
So we should go out
Spend a few bucks drinking craft beers instead of the boring stuff
Is this a good time to tell you how I feel about you?
Everyday is lame

Without you speaking loud
And hating crowds
And being proud of yourself

Why do I try?
Why do I always try to compare?
I'm always down
So we should wake up
Spend a few nights talking in circles about our lives
You're gonna be great at your jobs
And that makes me so happy for you guys

But it wears me out
Talking about your futures where I'm not around
You are a scene out of my favorite movie
Yellow Volkswagen dream
You pick me up and we proceed being friends
And we suffocate without each other's love

Now I'm waking up
And you're right outside
The bathrooms cold and my feet are dry
The day is new
Our classes suck
It's been three long years and it's not enough