Pleasant Bullet by Poison the Well Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I've woken up everyday
With my eyebrows pointing at my mouth
Making all who care for me
Go through all my worst times with me
And I give them no choice
I give them no choice
All my worst times with me

I need to be unhappy to smile
But I haven't quite got the hang of it yet
I need to figure out
Why this room has blinds that never open

[Refrain]
It's so hard to be these days
I wasted all my time
Trying to remember
The word content was

[Verse 2]
There isn't much to open eyes for
I want to be excited just haven't been educated yet
Wonder how long it will take before they leave me behind
Questions in and questions out
They always ask me
[Refrain]
It's so hard to be these days
I wasted all my time
Trying to remember
The word content was
Trying to remember
The word content was

I just want to be fucking happy