Questioning Pigeon by Pigeon Scratch Lyrics

I don't know what love is
So don't begin to show me

I look at myself naked
I think about my body and my mind

I don't look like myself
In a physical kind of way
I feel so indifferent about everything

Am I even a man (4x)
I don't even know what that means anymore

I wish I didn't have my fingers
I wish I didn't have my hands
I wish I didn't have my arms
I wish I didn't have a torso

I wish I didn't have a face
I wish I didn't have a body
I wish I was a bird
I wish I was Kaiju
Am I even a man (4x)
I don't even know what that means to be a man anymore