In My Mind by Pea Sized Lyrics

How far can I go?
How much doubt can I bear?
And what comes out if I put down one brick after the other?
What's the name of this building
What does it stand for?

I stick to the things I believe
There's no way down to the root of the tree
And every method of deconstruction turns out to have failed
Right from the start
Right from the start

But I can't stop looking for all those lies
I'll keep hunting the wolfs at night
Layer after layer I pull them off
These thousand skins
Although each time I lose even more of my trust within

I walked down many roads
The loud and silent ones
Poisoned myself to get high
Heaven and hell
That's where I've been
I've done everything to fly
Lost my wings deep down
And found them again
In my mind
Never satisfied with what I am
I have to go on
Further down the hill and up again
In my mind, in my mind, in my mind