THIS IS NOT A LIFESTYLE / IM SORRY IM SO REPETITIVE by PLAYPEN Lyrics

[Chorus]
I been getting bands, got it on my own
I'm so fucking lost, I am so alone
Smoking all this weed, yeah to get me stoned
Just leave me alone, I wanna be alone

[Verse1]
Red wine or white wine? Baby pour the cup tonight
Kill myself, baby I just wanna die tonight
I love you, baby, but you don't love me
I wanna sleep, baby I just popped another bean

[Verse2]
I been sippin' all the lean
I been sippin' out the cup
Baby will you ride with me? Baby don't ever give up
I told you I love you, but you didn't even give a fuck
Now I got the money, now you wanna come and try to fuck
Now I got the bands, now you wanna come and see what's up
I been so depressed, finna roll myself another blunt
Baby roll another blunt
I thought you were the one, you were just another one
I cannot sleep without my gun
You think I do this all for fun, fuck this I'll never drop another one
[Verse3]
She from out of state, she give me face then imma roll the blunt
She just bought a ticket, she yo bitch and she up in the front
I'm up on the roof, yeah I'm gon' die, I'm gonna fuckin' jump
I just wanna cry, (yeah) you is with me we gon' smoke this blunt

[Verse4]
This shit's so repetitive, yeah everything I say
I don't give a fuck because this how I live my days
Money in my PayPal bitch you not livin' my way
I'm always sad as fuck but lil' bitch, know I keep a K

[Outro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-h-h-h-h
Just know I keep a motherfucking K
Baby come with me, you'll be okay
Baby come with me, you'll be okay (You'll be okay)