Confessions Of A Bottle by Optimistic Prodigy Lyrics
Optimistic Prodigy :
Remember those nights sitting by you
Trying to understand why am I in your shoes
Did I choose to
Have these bruises
Around my neck
With the noose in my hand?
It's like I was past due
Every time I heard the knew news
Everyone knew before that's why
Lately I've been hitting the snooze
Writing with tha pen
In my hand trying not to grin
But I never knew
What I meant to you
You never spoke about
What was underneath your skin
All I ever saw was gin
Go down your throat and you spin
I tried to tell you to chin up
About your problems
But now all you have is white skin
I see you in that grave
And I try to be brave but all I do is crave you
You gave me life
And saved me from ever waving a gun to my head
Man I fucking miss you
I fucking miss you
Melly Mel Tha Kidd :
Hope you admire me this here like a dairy
Expressing my confessions
Let it loose to society
Free me of
The guilt The pain dying in vain
And i pray for sunny days when my mind weathered in rain
Cause i hope you admire me this like a dairy
Expressing my confession
Only truth could inspire me
To be so ambitious
When conflicted by the life
Its wrong but these the words i write
Here’s my confession
I sit and thought about it
Some points you made were valid
Like how you told me it's kind of bad to relying on it
But I'm no alcoholic
I hold my liquor
I'm straight i’m good you don't need to ask me no more
Just I
Feel I'm indefinite
When influence by beverages
Corona like medicine
When stress hit my head again
I feel better drenched in that hennessy
Your opinions are prejudice
You don't live my life don't know what it's like
Again i’m no alcoholic
It’s yall that make me violent
So what i got DUIs and sometimes wake up lost in
The street
Jeez I need a drink right now
Chase that down with a light brown
The limit is skybound
My friends say that's enough you out here looking a wreck wreck
All I need is one more just one more keep me set set
But i’m no alcoholic
It’s normal to be leaning, falling
And always involved in
9 1 1 call in’s
Friends lost affection they neglecting the relapse
Fuck them and fuck you cause i ain't going to rehab
Recap every week staff weep bout things in their deep pass
I then question i’m weak cause I reek of “Jim Beam Glass”
Damn I might be alcoholic
I’ll take a few months off it
They say the first step is” to get through denial”
See the look you give me when see my strife
Don't feel sorry mother fucker I'm gon be alright
Hope you admire me this here like a dairy
Expressing my confessions
Let it loose to society
Free me of
The guilt the pain dying in vain
And i pray for sunny days when my mind weathered in rain
Cause i hope you admire me this like a dairy
Expressing my confession
Only truth could inspire me
To be so ambitious
When conflicted by the life
Its wrong but these the words i write
Do you accept me
Remember those nights sitting by you
Trying to understand why am I in your shoes
Did I choose to
Have these bruises
Around my neck
With the noose in my hand?
It's like I was past due
Every time I heard the knew news
Everyone knew before that's why
Lately I've been hitting the snooze
Writing with tha pen
In my hand trying not to grin
But I never knew
What I meant to you
You never spoke about
What was underneath your skin
All I ever saw was gin
Go down your throat and you spin
I tried to tell you to chin up
About your problems
But now all you have is white skin
I see you in that grave
And I try to be brave but all I do is crave you
You gave me life
And saved me from ever waving a gun to my head
Man I fucking miss you
I fucking miss you
Melly Mel Tha Kidd :
Hope you admire me this here like a dairy
Expressing my confessions
Let it loose to society
Free me of
The guilt The pain dying in vain
And i pray for sunny days when my mind weathered in rain
Cause i hope you admire me this like a dairy
Expressing my confession
Only truth could inspire me
To be so ambitious
When conflicted by the life
Its wrong but these the words i write
Here’s my confession
I sit and thought about it
Some points you made were valid
Like how you told me it's kind of bad to relying on it
But I'm no alcoholic
I hold my liquor
I'm straight i’m good you don't need to ask me no more
Just I
Feel I'm indefinite
When influence by beverages
Corona like medicine
When stress hit my head again
I feel better drenched in that hennessy
Your opinions are prejudice
You don't live my life don't know what it's like
Again i’m no alcoholic
It’s yall that make me violent
So what i got DUIs and sometimes wake up lost in
The street
Jeez I need a drink right now
Chase that down with a light brown
The limit is skybound
My friends say that's enough you out here looking a wreck wreck
All I need is one more just one more keep me set set
But i’m no alcoholic
It’s normal to be leaning, falling
And always involved in
9 1 1 call in’s
Friends lost affection they neglecting the relapse
Fuck them and fuck you cause i ain't going to rehab
Recap every week staff weep bout things in their deep pass
I then question i’m weak cause I reek of “Jim Beam Glass”
Damn I might be alcoholic
I’ll take a few months off it
They say the first step is” to get through denial”
See the look you give me when see my strife
Don't feel sorry mother fucker I'm gon be alright
Hope you admire me this here like a dairy
Expressing my confessions
Let it loose to society
Free me of
The guilt the pain dying in vain
And i pray for sunny days when my mind weathered in rain
Cause i hope you admire me this like a dairy
Expressing my confession
Only truth could inspire me
To be so ambitious
When conflicted by the life
Its wrong but these the words i write
Do you accept me