Starry Room by Oliver Walker Lyrics
[Verse]
I could blame it all on you
But really it was me
‘I could take you to the moon
I could take you out to sea
I could act like a romantic
Can you tell me how to be’
Then she told me she don’t love me
Then my body fell degrees
Baby don’t you ever do that face
When I say that I’m okay
Really I’m just feeling pain
Smoking and I’m drinking
On a Wednesday
When I should be going bed
Ain’t got nothing left to say
And I know I said I changed
Making out I’m not the same
But I know that deep down
I am still my old ways
Life is like a book
I’m just tryna turn the page
I don’t wanna read the ending
But it’s coming one day
And I know that wе could do it
But we never gonna try
Wе could have a happy ending
Running round-up in the skies
Looking back down on our children
As they stare into our eyes
Tell them it’s gone be okay
We’ll be here until we die
But instead, we going hell
Cause we couldn’t say goodbye
Always having dreams
Of you having my child
You never cherish someone
Till the days that they are gone
And when that person leaves
You want them even more
So tell me that I’m wrong
And shout at me again
Just Because we had an argument
That doesn’t mean it’s the end
Don’t you go runoff
And lie to all your friends
If you really wanna talk you can hit up my DM's
Or you can call me up, cause I think you got my number
Or Maybe you have blocked it, I’ll be waiting in my covers
Or staring out the window, do the same cause you’re my lover
I thought we’d be together since the day we met each other
Maybe we are soul mates but I guess we’ll never know
Cause now you out there smiling, while I be feeling low
And no I won’t be jealous if you find somebody else
I just hope that they appreciate the fact that you’re their girl
I could write a thousand poems, I could write a thousand letters
I just know there’s only one thing that can really make me better
I lost you in an instant, but the pain will last forever
Or until you realize we were meant to be together
And though the suns up, I feel like I’m in the dark
I just really need somebody who can hold me in their arms
I don’t ever want you to feel like you’re being harmed
I just gotta stop the storm and bring on the calm
(Yeah)
[Interlude]
You're a star
You're my star
Girl, you're my star
You're my star
[Verse]
Wait I got some more to say
Girl I know I made mistakes
I was trying to be better
But You never took no notice
You just made me feel so small
When I said I really loved you
There was no response at all
Feeling like a married couple
But at only 16
Picture this scene: "Is it me?
Was it really me? Was it all a dream?"
If anything it was a nightmare
Imagine loving someone just to find out
That they don’t care, huh?
I was crying every night
Crying in my pillow, always
Talking in my sleep
Recording sad songs
Then I had em on repeat
I was driving so fast
Down a one way street
And my friends said its life
It will happen all the time
You do not have to cry
But I’m hoping that’s a lie
Cause I cannot take the pain
Of losing her again
Always feeling strange
Every day's the same day
Started making music when we first became a thing
Now I’m always music, it’s reminding me of them
All of them staring at me, I was boiling in the heat
All of them laughing at me as I’m rapping on a beat
Momma, yeah I love you, and the same goes to my dad
I started reminiscing on the things I used to have
From the skies, comes acid
From the tab, comes health
If you do not need me now
Don’t call me when I have wealth
Damn
[Instrumental Interlude]
[Verse]
Look, I know I messed up
I would take it all back
But, I know I messed up
I don’t what to say
I’m really starstruck
I saw a shooting star
But I haven’t had no luck
Your love was like a blessing
But I lost in a minute, a minute turned eternity
Wondering if you're hearing me
Wondering if you care for me
Wondering if you’re there for me
Sometimes I sit and wonder if I really am alive
If I'm like this now at 16, what will I be like at 35?
45?
Will I survive?
[Outro]
Acceptance
And patience
I still love you
I’ll see you in Paris
That’s all
I could blame it all on you
But really it was me
‘I could take you to the moon
I could take you out to sea
I could act like a romantic
Can you tell me how to be’
Then she told me she don’t love me
Then my body fell degrees
Baby don’t you ever do that face
When I say that I’m okay
Really I’m just feeling pain
Smoking and I’m drinking
On a Wednesday
When I should be going bed
Ain’t got nothing left to say
And I know I said I changed
Making out I’m not the same
But I know that deep down
I am still my old ways
Life is like a book
I’m just tryna turn the page
I don’t wanna read the ending
But it’s coming one day
And I know that wе could do it
But we never gonna try
Wе could have a happy ending
Running round-up in the skies
Looking back down on our children
As they stare into our eyes
Tell them it’s gone be okay
We’ll be here until we die
But instead, we going hell
Cause we couldn’t say goodbye
Always having dreams
Of you having my child
You never cherish someone
Till the days that they are gone
And when that person leaves
You want them even more
So tell me that I’m wrong
And shout at me again
Just Because we had an argument
That doesn’t mean it’s the end
Don’t you go runoff
And lie to all your friends
If you really wanna talk you can hit up my DM's
Or you can call me up, cause I think you got my number
Or Maybe you have blocked it, I’ll be waiting in my covers
Or staring out the window, do the same cause you’re my lover
I thought we’d be together since the day we met each other
Maybe we are soul mates but I guess we’ll never know
Cause now you out there smiling, while I be feeling low
And no I won’t be jealous if you find somebody else
I just hope that they appreciate the fact that you’re their girl
I could write a thousand poems, I could write a thousand letters
I just know there’s only one thing that can really make me better
I lost you in an instant, but the pain will last forever
Or until you realize we were meant to be together
And though the suns up, I feel like I’m in the dark
I just really need somebody who can hold me in their arms
I don’t ever want you to feel like you’re being harmed
I just gotta stop the storm and bring on the calm
(Yeah)
[Interlude]
You're a star
You're my star
Girl, you're my star
You're my star
[Verse]
Wait I got some more to say
Girl I know I made mistakes
I was trying to be better
But You never took no notice
You just made me feel so small
When I said I really loved you
There was no response at all
Feeling like a married couple
But at only 16
Picture this scene: "Is it me?
Was it really me? Was it all a dream?"
If anything it was a nightmare
Imagine loving someone just to find out
That they don’t care, huh?
I was crying every night
Crying in my pillow, always
Talking in my sleep
Recording sad songs
Then I had em on repeat
I was driving so fast
Down a one way street
And my friends said its life
It will happen all the time
You do not have to cry
But I’m hoping that’s a lie
Cause I cannot take the pain
Of losing her again
Always feeling strange
Every day's the same day
Started making music when we first became a thing
Now I’m always music, it’s reminding me of them
All of them staring at me, I was boiling in the heat
All of them laughing at me as I’m rapping on a beat
Momma, yeah I love you, and the same goes to my dad
I started reminiscing on the things I used to have
From the skies, comes acid
From the tab, comes health
If you do not need me now
Don’t call me when I have wealth
Damn
[Instrumental Interlude]
[Verse]
Look, I know I messed up
I would take it all back
But, I know I messed up
I don’t what to say
I’m really starstruck
I saw a shooting star
But I haven’t had no luck
Your love was like a blessing
But I lost in a minute, a minute turned eternity
Wondering if you're hearing me
Wondering if you care for me
Wondering if you’re there for me
Sometimes I sit and wonder if I really am alive
If I'm like this now at 16, what will I be like at 35?
45?
Will I survive?
[Outro]
Acceptance
And patience
I still love you
I’ll see you in Paris
That’s all