Storm by O Cientista Perdido Lyrics

I want to scream but in my lungs there is no air
I want to shout, but I feel something I can't bear
I’ve never been like that, it feels like burning air
Shame on me, I swear I'll be a better man

There was nothing I could hold on to
It was cold and it was dark
And I remember being tortured by my doubts
By my blood, and by my fingers, by my mouth, oh
Oh I was running from the same things I was scared
When you taught me how to fly, and I just didn't care

’Cause I feel like I never left the start
No, I don't wanna forget all the things I left behind
To be the one I try to hide today
I know I stole myself from me
Now I'm caged, cold and dry
But I know the calm should come just after the storm

It was always there, I could never be who I meant to be
There was always fear, it could nearly kill me a stubborn mess