The Escapist by Nothington Lyrics

Last night I had to drink myself to sleep
A lonely escape but it seems so easy
I take these pills at night to calm my nerves
Just give me anything to pull me under
I know it's wrong
I know I keep poor habits
The more I run the more these days will happen
Apologies are lost for words
The clock is laughing in my face again
Hands on my chest staring at my ceiling
Turn off my mind and stop the world outside
I drown it out until I have no feeling
I know it's wrong
I know I keep poor habits
The more I run the more these days will happen
Apologies are lost for words
And maybe the world will stop tonight
And maybe the world will stop tonight
These conversations are f*cking killing me
I'm an escapist and nothing comforts me
So maybe the world will stop tonight
And maybe the world will stop tonight
I know it's wrong
I know I keep poor habits
The more I run the more these days will happen
Apologies are lost
Apologies are lost for words