I Should Say by Nothington Lyrics

She says I need to change
I know the meaning now
I need to rearrange myself to turn it all around
I know it's not that simple
Seeing eye to eye
I'm climbing through the rubble now
Someday I'll know I tried
And all I can say is things are different now
All I can hope for is to make it up somehow
So, I know you know I should I'm sorry
'cause I'm the one to blame
I know it's always the same
I should say I'm sorry
She woke up late at night
I was shaking on the floor
I pushed the envelope too far
I can't do this anymore
I always let it win
The struggle in my head
Self-medicating myself till I'm half an inch from dead
All I can say, it's got to be different now
All I can hope, just to make it up somehow
All I can say, I've said