Shes not here by Northwx Lyrics

I can't wait till im with the monsters
You see my hands and think that ima harm ya
I drink to much
Damn im barely concious
See her across the room and now i want her
Dirty nike's with the same stain since october
Still get yo bitch come right over i told ya
Tell her and she think she fuck me sober
Baby i done told ya
After it won't hold ya
Sorry just the pills and the lines and the time
Still feeling numb and you right
Ima piece of shit ?
Yeah ight
Ima piece of shit
Yeah ight
Tell me why you doin all this girl
You ain't part of my world
And ill hurt you for sure
I can't feel my face
Get a nurse
Everywhere you go you see my facе
Turning off your spotify cause you can't see my name
And i can't blame ya
And if i can еntertain