Chasing Windmills by Northernmost Lyrics

My eyes close on their own
But sleep won't come to me
And I wish I could have an effect on you
Like the one you have on me

We always think the ones
We love are perfect
But when we find their flaws
We question if it's worth it

It's not that I love you so
I'll leave you behind
It's that I never had a choice or chance
To show you my side
I never had a chance
So i'll hold on to what I know
Hoping someday I'll forget this
And you'll just let me go

She said "Don't let the rain keep your head down"
But the only weight I feel
Is with your hands around
The way you linger and never let me heal
Counting miles with my steps
I'll keep pacing my room
For a call I'll never get-
I'll never get you