Left Hollywood Freestyle by Norm The Prophet Lyrics
I've been dealing with some problems
Got anxiety I couldn't solve it
Couple times attempted suicide I wasn't cautious
People tried to tell that I was doing this often
I was zoning myself out cause I was off it
I see why everyone deserted me
I wasn't fed dessert so tell me what was I deserving please help me
I pray that one day I could be healthy
Pray that Ill help my family with money cause ill be wealthy
Pray that I could be healed
Yeah, been almost 6 feet tall but ain't made of steel
Times I was almost killed
Times i ain't make the cut cause they said I ain't have the skill
Times when people wished that I overdosed off them pills man
I've been through the roughest type of life
Mom was off of cigarettes sacrificing her life until she died
Every single night I could've cried
Wanted to die I'm in therapy for suicide I-
Sat in that room
Dark in my head
Wondered why must I still live in doom
I grabbed the belt from out my bag, and on my neck
Ain't give a fuck about respect
They took my mom and I had figured man I ain't have nothing left
She laid to rest but not in peace
Thoughts was messing with me
Prayer it wasn't helping
The devil was helping me, he said leave
Don't nobody want u here you might as well just leave
Your ex had gotten preg your not the daddy man just leave
Music ain't been helping you you might as well just leave
Friends been telling me to smoke the weed but
Cloud 9 is my deepest depression
Being happy for a couple of seconds
I use my lyrics not to use as a weapon
But to help with my whole life its been a therapy session x2
Got anxiety I couldn't solve it
Couple times attempted suicide I wasn't cautious
People tried to tell that I was doing this often
I was zoning myself out cause I was off it
I see why everyone deserted me
I wasn't fed dessert so tell me what was I deserving please help me
I pray that one day I could be healthy
Pray that Ill help my family with money cause ill be wealthy
Pray that I could be healed
Yeah, been almost 6 feet tall but ain't made of steel
Times I was almost killed
Times i ain't make the cut cause they said I ain't have the skill
Times when people wished that I overdosed off them pills man
I've been through the roughest type of life
Mom was off of cigarettes sacrificing her life until she died
Every single night I could've cried
Wanted to die I'm in therapy for suicide I-
Sat in that room
Dark in my head
Wondered why must I still live in doom
I grabbed the belt from out my bag, and on my neck
Ain't give a fuck about respect
They took my mom and I had figured man I ain't have nothing left
She laid to rest but not in peace
Thoughts was messing with me
Prayer it wasn't helping
The devil was helping me, he said leave
Don't nobody want u here you might as well just leave
Your ex had gotten preg your not the daddy man just leave
Music ain't been helping you you might as well just leave
Friends been telling me to smoke the weed but
Cloud 9 is my deepest depression
Being happy for a couple of seconds
I use my lyrics not to use as a weapon
But to help with my whole life its been a therapy session x2