Balance by Nocturnal Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I can't explain, the trauma that’s haunting my brain
There's so much pain, the pictures that's stuck in my frame
Am I insane, God why must I hurt again?
Will I handle it all? All the money and fame
Some many I loved, don’t even speak to
I got all they numbers so I could reach you
But I don't call, no I don't send a text
I get distracted cause something will always intercept
I always got an issue, I gotta interject
I'm sitting here an I question everyone's intellect
Or I complain in every track how I'm swimming in debt
How sooner than later, huh I'll be swimming in checks
But let's take it back, maybe one step back
When everything was cold, and lookin jet black
When all I had was friends, and minor set backs
And they loved me for me, an I accept that
[Bridge]
But I let em go
I gotta let em go
I had to let em go
So long...
[Verse 2]
My homie Mike, so it’s time that I bring this to light
We’re so alike, but it's hard for me I had to fight
We both were nice, till the homie double crossed us twice
And so I, always sit back and I wonder why?
How I changed, and I’m no longer a normal guy
To be honest, see I'm rapping this one on the fly
When I think of how I treat you, see a nigga sigh
Your father's dying and I didn't make it to the drive
It was 40 minutes away, a simple drive
But I pray every night, pray that this man’s alive
And it's not like your far, your from the next town
And every once in a while I'll send a text round
The boys invite me out, I tell em next round
See I ain't the same man like back in 09'
Back when we graduated, freshman in 05'
My hairline even going feel like an old guy
If you saw my shit oh God, if you saw my shit oh God
You'd say oh God
There's some humor to tarnish all of the useless rumors
My main consumers are serious not a fan of bloopers
Guess what I'm trying to say, I wish that you would just
Listen to these bars, a nigga opened up
I had get this off, this shit up off my chest
I send you blessing's my nigga wish you and Wayne the best
Wish you and Wayne the best
I send you blessing's my nigga wish you and Wayne the best
I can't explain, the trauma that’s haunting my brain
There's so much pain, the pictures that's stuck in my frame
Am I insane, God why must I hurt again?
Will I handle it all? All the money and fame
Some many I loved, don’t even speak to
I got all they numbers so I could reach you
But I don't call, no I don't send a text
I get distracted cause something will always intercept
I always got an issue, I gotta interject
I'm sitting here an I question everyone's intellect
Or I complain in every track how I'm swimming in debt
How sooner than later, huh I'll be swimming in checks
But let's take it back, maybe one step back
When everything was cold, and lookin jet black
When all I had was friends, and minor set backs
And they loved me for me, an I accept that
[Bridge]
But I let em go
I gotta let em go
I had to let em go
So long...
[Verse 2]
My homie Mike, so it’s time that I bring this to light
We’re so alike, but it's hard for me I had to fight
We both were nice, till the homie double crossed us twice
And so I, always sit back and I wonder why?
How I changed, and I’m no longer a normal guy
To be honest, see I'm rapping this one on the fly
When I think of how I treat you, see a nigga sigh
Your father's dying and I didn't make it to the drive
It was 40 minutes away, a simple drive
But I pray every night, pray that this man’s alive
And it's not like your far, your from the next town
And every once in a while I'll send a text round
The boys invite me out, I tell em next round
See I ain't the same man like back in 09'
Back when we graduated, freshman in 05'
My hairline even going feel like an old guy
If you saw my shit oh God, if you saw my shit oh God
You'd say oh God
There's some humor to tarnish all of the useless rumors
My main consumers are serious not a fan of bloopers
Guess what I'm trying to say, I wish that you would just
Listen to these bars, a nigga opened up
I had get this off, this shit up off my chest
I send you blessing's my nigga wish you and Wayne the best
Wish you and Wayne the best
I send you blessing's my nigga wish you and Wayne the best