Torturing Me by Noah Titren Lyrics

I have to stop
Take me by my arms
Push me and punch me
Until I collapse
Forget about it
Let me check
Is it still alive?
Is the microphone still on?

Are you still gone?
Why is this torturing me again

And when I think about what could have been
Don't you feel something?
Just nothing?
Cause I really spend most of my days
Wondering how and why it happened like that
And was there a better way?
A better way?

Starting to chase something fake
Ooh
When I was crawling on the floor
I found at my door
New opportunities
But I'm still here
I'm still herе
Wondering, who and what changed your mind
I'm torturing me again
Torturing mе again
Me again
But I'm still here
Wondering who and what changed your mind
Torturing me again