Controlled By Hatred by No Mercy (Metal) Lyrics

I see the world it slips so far away
I struggle every night and day
Chances are my life will stay
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Terror reigns my world, Lord please tell me why
I'm on my knees, I start to cry
I live my life - another lie
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Scrambled brains, toasted mind
Look in my heart, therein no goodness will you find
I've turned my back to all responsibility
I have no place for all your sensitivity

And now I'm checking in, and now I'm checking out
Now I start to scream. listen to me shout
Shout it out, let me hear what you're all about
So shout it out, and now you know what I'm all about

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Bleeding heart, knife to cheek
Only the strong survive so I search out for the weak
I search you out and now you're right within my reach
Now you'll learn a lesson only I can teach

And now I'm checking out, and now I'm checking in
Now I start to pray, just another sin
Why can't I win?
Seems like I never win
It's a sin, seems like I never win

Who am I, I feel no pain
I close my eyes and now I see so clear
I slip away - just left all fear
Not a sound, but I still hear
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And now the world it slips so far away
Looking back on yesterday
Leave me nothing more to say
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I didn't think that I could ever try
Now tears of joy I start to cry
I free my soul and now I fly
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