Driven by New Day Rising Lyrics
(I lie to myself)...and turn away. These words become our pain. What is left? I hold on to them and turn away. And I turn away, to face my pain. You're just one of them. I can't define my future when I don't even have a past. I give myself a comfortable distance when I have nothing to hold on to. What is this? Justice? It means nothing holding on to this when it is all washed away. I can't deny what is left for them. I can't even deny my own reality. I try so hard but I seem to always fail. The bitterness for one who's always been there. I try so hard but it feels like you are not there. And I close my eyes to what is left of them. The bitterness that turns to regret...I love you...I always will. So wash away those broken tears. I love you. It's all but (doubt/fear). So break free from the chains. From the pain that won't let you grow. The fate that kills. You can't find a way, a better way. The answer layed upon me, there is no better way. Answer yourself and choose to blame it on them. This bitterness I'll take to the grave. So I lie to myself, but I'm still holding on