Lost Soul by Mxtthew Txylor Lyrics

[Part I]

[Chorus]
Tryna make it out the big city on a handicap
I'm at the bottom wish it's nothing that can hold me back
Real life give it to you niggas so you notice that
It's authentic one of a kind you heard of that
Been a lost soul tryna love myself
I been down bad they say I need sum help
God love his ugly since I breathe depressed
Day by day ayo I ain't feeling blessed

[Verse 1: K!d Hype]
Before I lay to rest I need to let these niggas know
I got confessions I don't speak about to any soul
Motivated by these legends who be talkin that poetry
That be speaking to me letting everything flow
Got of the phone with my mans checked if I'm alive
Tryna figure out these emotions that I feel inside
He speak his issues daddy problems how they both collide
He tryin be his own man so nobody hurt his pride
I chase the bag while conflicted this my state of mind
I got focus while depression always block my shine
Hit the mattress lay my head down I'm bout to cry
Nother' fucking day I gotta live thru like every time
I wonder if I'll ever smile the same way again
Lil nigga cheesing, optimistic kept my innocence
I got a dream thru the sessions this is my remembrance
The message hit different when it's mixed down pay attention
[Chorus]
Tryna make it out the big city on a handicap
I'm at the bottom wish it's nothing that can hold me back
Real life give it to you niggas so you notice that
This authentic one of a kind ya heard of that
Been a lost soul tryna love myself
I been down bad they say I need sum help
God love his ugly since I breathe depressed
Day by day ayo I ain't feeling blessed

[Verse 2: K!d Hype]
The devil dancing all around me I can see em' moving
Sometimes he got a chamber hollow tips he introducing
Sometimes he on the side talkin shit who he fooling?
Other days he in the mirror tryna snuff out improvement
My job cut me off bad vibes radiating
Lost in translation my intentions when communicating
My mean face natural but I also got the patience
Till it run short my redeye show I'm tired of waiting
For things to keep progressing need a sign fore I lose it
How bout this money more than anything & then the music
35 thousand hours working on my craft
Niggas said that I was ass hustled hard made them look stupid
I'm in a city were da youngest kid will be a soldier
Beauty in the madness so our pain always lookin gorgeous
Just a product of the hard times if you noticed
Talent thru the foolery the good life be what we chosen
[Chorus]
Tryna make it out the big city on a handicap
I'm at the bottom wish it's nothing that can hold me back
Real life give it to you niggas so you notice that
It's authentic one of a kind you heard of that
Been a lost soul tryna love myself
I been down bad they say I need sum help
God love his ugly since I breathe depressed
Day by day ayo I ain't feeling blessed(yea)

[Part II]

[Brigde: Armond Lockett]
Man all I'm sayin is fuck if they don't they get it
Fuck what they think you know what I'm sayin
Like If they don't get it now they gon' get it later

[Refrain: K!d Hype]
Been caught up in the sunken place but I wanna do is fly
My family on the side had said all I gotta do is try
Angels shook the demons hands together tryna make me die
I'm just a lost soul, who hates myself dawg I could never lie
Been caught up in the sunken place but all I wanna do is fly
My family on the side had said all I gotta do is try
The fuck?!
[Outro: Armond Lockett]
Bro be comfortable in your own skin
Do you always do you if that shit make you happy go for it
Yamean' cause you gotta live with that shit
Don't live for the people bro
Living for the people ain't gon' have you happy you the man
(phone beep)