The Big Stairs by Museum Mouth Lyrics

I went to type your name in my phone
Well it's a goddamn shame
But I don't recognize it anymore
And honestly I'm relieved
Cuz I'm still the king of
Skirting all basic human needs
I'm still the queen of
Watching the throne

I should have left you
Where you were
Before my brain split in two
I should have left you
Beyond the big stairs
Where you can fake it
And no one cares
Beyond the big stairs
I should have left you
But that's not
What I was supposed to do
I learned my lesson it's true
I learned my lesson with you
You showed me what I would do
Cuz I told you once I was powerful
Showed you the real me
I am unstoppable
And when you finally came around
It wasn't mutual
I can't apologize for life at the top

If you dropped a quill
Into a giant spill
From the top of the stairs
Would you choose empathy
Or apathy