Reflecting System by Muddasheep Lyrics

I am so tired
My head is full of things
Things I would kill
If i were allowed to

Surrounded by senseless papers
My skull wants to explode
My body sets my spirit
To vacation mode

I leave the screaming world
Stare into my eyes
I see how they turn red
A tear drops from my head

What am I doing here?
Can't you feel my growing fear?
I am afraid
And I am sad

My right hand hits the mirror
I open the window
The storm cries and screams
It is worse than it seems
You think the system works
But you don't see how it hurts
You think the system works
But you don't see how it hurts