Bloodway by MoshiiOW Lyrics

I hate myself and the planet
Sorry i do drugs it's just a habit
Sprinting from pain call me a rabbit
Going down the wrong path call a bandit

Give me a answer just pave in my way
Sit here and wander, I’m stuck in a cave
You let me go and dig my own grave
Let go and ponder on how I became
A section of time in the memory you save
Delete the happiness, I drown in my mistakes
Revisit the loneliness, does it treat you the same?
Feeling afraid, just give me a feeling I crave
But lately I just want to feel okay
A minute, a second, just let me relate
Cause I’m not okay, inside I’m drowning in shame
Shame the follows my demons that may
Take my pain and shove it in the dark
I go wander in light like I'm ark
For me it isn't simple
But nobody knows what I've been through
Everyone is so judgemental
Dying from the pain i am just mental
I was gifted at a young age
Lord know I'm on the wrong page
I wanna be famous and get up on your stage
If they want the smoke ima have to engage
I'm getting off the hallway
I'm getting off the hallway
I be getting off the blood-way
When you broke my heart
You took it and broke it apart
I look at her thinking she was the one
Now i regret it now i feel dumb
And i thought we was meant to be
I thought you was heaven sea
Now i dying in the inside whilst drinking Hennessy
You never even said sorry never one apology
You took control of my feelings
Then broke them and left it bleeding
Now i'm in my bed staring at the ceiling
Took my heart, sold it to illegal dealings