OVER by Monom Lyrics
Now I smell like smoke and I feel like shit
Did you mean it when you called me a hypocrite?
As you stared at my face bleeding under the rain
Asking, how can I love you and still hate myself?
(How can I love you and still hate myself?)
I’ve been waiting for the end, the feelings better off dead
All the things that I said, you knew that I never meant
Now there’s nothing left
But it’s all over now
Is there a meaning to any of this
Or are we just biding our time til the end?
Projecting my hands into memories I never really had
The more I lose you, the more I lose myself
Where are you now?
Running away or just lying in wait?
Listening to your favorite song that I showed you
And when other people ask pretend I didn’t know you
Just pretend I never knew you
Could never even get it through to you
I'm not meant for this, I'm not ready for anything
I don’t even know how to wake up in the morning
And put on a smile like you always did
Like I never told you anything about
How I cry for you almost every night
Now I smell like smoke and I feel like shit
Did you mean it when you called me a hypocrite?
As you stared at my face bleeding under the rain
Asking, how can I love you and still hate myself?
(How can I love you and still hate myself?)
I’ve been waiting for the end, the feelings better off dead
All the things that I said, you knew that I never meant
Now there’s nothing left
But it’s all over now
Did you mean it when you called me a hypocrite?
As you stared at my face bleeding under the rain
Asking, how can I love you and still hate myself?
(How can I love you and still hate myself?)
I’ve been waiting for the end, the feelings better off dead
All the things that I said, you knew that I never meant
Now there’s nothing left
But it’s all over now
Is there a meaning to any of this
Or are we just biding our time til the end?
Projecting my hands into memories I never really had
The more I lose you, the more I lose myself
Where are you now?
Running away or just lying in wait?
Listening to your favorite song that I showed you
And when other people ask pretend I didn’t know you
Just pretend I never knew you
Could never even get it through to you
I'm not meant for this, I'm not ready for anything
I don’t even know how to wake up in the morning
And put on a smile like you always did
Like I never told you anything about
How I cry for you almost every night
Now I smell like smoke and I feel like shit
Did you mean it when you called me a hypocrite?
As you stared at my face bleeding under the rain
Asking, how can I love you and still hate myself?
(How can I love you and still hate myself?)
I’ve been waiting for the end, the feelings better off dead
All the things that I said, you knew that I never meant
Now there’s nothing left
But it’s all over now