TIRED OF GIVING A - by Mishelb Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Why am I involuntarily so careful
Voluntarily so harmful
I'm just tired of having to bar them
But my thoughts are still out there
And I can't just leave 'cause we've not reconciled yet
They wanna annihilate me
Why can't I just live my life without having to get to a compromise all of the time? Yeah
Why can't I just live my life without having to need to be caring about everything? (why)
Why can't I just live my life without giving a wooh
Yeah
Why can't I, why can't I, why can't I
So many questions, not even one answer
But they need to be answered
'Cause I can't livе my life in my comfort
It revolves around mе and I'm stuck in the corner
Luckily I still know how to deal with these things, we don't yet need a coroner
But not everything's under control here
I've been dealing with things on my own but I think it's the time I have finally known
That I'm not alone
That people might actually listen to what I have grown to be
So you better listen
'Cause I'm really tired of having to listen to everything people are saying and have to consider it in my own day routine 'cause I don't gracefully walk through the day, yeah I have to escape my own need to relate. (Wow)
I have to relate not to stay out of it (no)
But I can't live my days always staying amidst (them)
Yeah I can't live my days always carrying problems of others, not only my own 'cause I care about people among us
Don't care what the problem is, know we can solve it. And I know that some people need my consulting
I'm not always insulting
I know I can help and I'll keep it then on me
But sometimes the price of my peace is not worth it
I'm sorry, but if I am angry then no one can help me
If no one can help me, then I cannot help thee
And there is this one thing that pisses me of currently
Wait no, give me the mic I'm not finished
I still have some things that I wanted to say
I said give me the mic
Yeah
[Verse 2]
Don't tell me how to live it
Don't tell me how to break it
Stick your advice right you know where, I don't need you to make me leave it
Don't need you to perceive it
Either way you ain't gonna give it
Tired of all this deceiving
Leave me alone I wanna be with my thoughts if you ain't leaving you gonna be grieving
Yeah all of them gonna be bleeding
Probably none of them would be breathing
If it starts you ain't gonna be living
I said if it starts, you will find it hard to believe what you gonna be seeing
Stress, anxiety increasing
Everybody on top of each other they're seizing and squeezing themselves it's not easy and everyone sneezing it's really displeasing just pushing each other and it's so intriguing to see them succeeding to finally push through and then it's repeating, just lean on the railing and listen to wailing as everyone's waiting, infection is spreading
Yeah. I don't know how many people can make it
Oh please not this rhyming again this is nasty, I'd rather get bested, than using the same set again and again and expecting things to change
But back to my point, I'm exhausted, I toiled, I'm so sick of this noise, and it's getting on my nerves when I'm listening to them, they say it's a plot of the government to sit us all in our homes and we wait 'till the morn'
While others are saying to wear your mask 24/7 and even when you walk alone in the venue and no one is near you, so let me explain what the purpose of masks is
It works like a blast, radius
When you cough and let them 80 thousand microbes out and they all abuse
The air around your mouth and nose
And your mask blocks the way out for them, so that they don't spread like butter & jam
But it only works in a range of a few feet away
So you better stay way back, and keep your distance from each other
No need to reach out there, there's really no need to scream at each other
I said there's no need to be screaming, you got it?!
Hmm, sorry
I'm a bit sensitive and it happens without any warning
I'm just so sick and tired of people denying
That Corona exists and that people are dying
On the other hand, I find it difficult to tolerate people who forcing others obeying just everything that they are saying 'cause people are losing their jobs and still nothing is changing, if we want things to move and stop them from staying we'll have to take action, agree?
Yeah I know I'm insane
There's no need to explain
Just remind me next time that I think of a plan
Overexaggerating can mostly cause pain
Why am I involuntarily so careful
Voluntarily so harmful
I'm just tired of having to bar them
But my thoughts are still out there
And I can't just leave 'cause we've not reconciled yet
They wanna annihilate me
Why can't I just live my life without having to get to a compromise all of the time? Yeah
Why can't I just live my life without having to need to be caring about everything? (why)
Why can't I just live my life without giving a wooh
Yeah
Why can't I, why can't I, why can't I
So many questions, not even one answer
But they need to be answered
'Cause I can't livе my life in my comfort
It revolves around mе and I'm stuck in the corner
Luckily I still know how to deal with these things, we don't yet need a coroner
But not everything's under control here
I've been dealing with things on my own but I think it's the time I have finally known
That I'm not alone
That people might actually listen to what I have grown to be
So you better listen
'Cause I'm really tired of having to listen to everything people are saying and have to consider it in my own day routine 'cause I don't gracefully walk through the day, yeah I have to escape my own need to relate. (Wow)
I have to relate not to stay out of it (no)
But I can't live my days always staying amidst (them)
Yeah I can't live my days always carrying problems of others, not only my own 'cause I care about people among us
Don't care what the problem is, know we can solve it. And I know that some people need my consulting
I'm not always insulting
I know I can help and I'll keep it then on me
But sometimes the price of my peace is not worth it
I'm sorry, but if I am angry then no one can help me
If no one can help me, then I cannot help thee
And there is this one thing that pisses me of currently
Wait no, give me the mic I'm not finished
I still have some things that I wanted to say
I said give me the mic
Yeah
[Verse 2]
Don't tell me how to live it
Don't tell me how to break it
Stick your advice right you know where, I don't need you to make me leave it
Don't need you to perceive it
Either way you ain't gonna give it
Tired of all this deceiving
Leave me alone I wanna be with my thoughts if you ain't leaving you gonna be grieving
Yeah all of them gonna be bleeding
Probably none of them would be breathing
If it starts you ain't gonna be living
I said if it starts, you will find it hard to believe what you gonna be seeing
Stress, anxiety increasing
Everybody on top of each other they're seizing and squeezing themselves it's not easy and everyone sneezing it's really displeasing just pushing each other and it's so intriguing to see them succeeding to finally push through and then it's repeating, just lean on the railing and listen to wailing as everyone's waiting, infection is spreading
Yeah. I don't know how many people can make it
Oh please not this rhyming again this is nasty, I'd rather get bested, than using the same set again and again and expecting things to change
But back to my point, I'm exhausted, I toiled, I'm so sick of this noise, and it's getting on my nerves when I'm listening to them, they say it's a plot of the government to sit us all in our homes and we wait 'till the morn'
While others are saying to wear your mask 24/7 and even when you walk alone in the venue and no one is near you, so let me explain what the purpose of masks is
It works like a blast, radius
When you cough and let them 80 thousand microbes out and they all abuse
The air around your mouth and nose
And your mask blocks the way out for them, so that they don't spread like butter & jam
But it only works in a range of a few feet away
So you better stay way back, and keep your distance from each other
No need to reach out there, there's really no need to scream at each other
I said there's no need to be screaming, you got it?!
Hmm, sorry
I'm a bit sensitive and it happens without any warning
I'm just so sick and tired of people denying
That Corona exists and that people are dying
On the other hand, I find it difficult to tolerate people who forcing others obeying just everything that they are saying 'cause people are losing their jobs and still nothing is changing, if we want things to move and stop them from staying we'll have to take action, agree?
Yeah I know I'm insane
There's no need to explain
Just remind me next time that I think of a plan
Overexaggerating can mostly cause pain