Annually by Mineva Lyrics

There was nothing that I could have said
It was nothing words could prevent
At least that is what I've told myself
To quell the looming questions
Year after year
No answers come
And I still stress out on
The memory of Christmas we spent silent
Time spent together we took for granted
We hid in our corners and ignored the bullshit
We watched the kids play in their jolly bliss
And spent the night thinking about innocence
I'm making up moments inside of my head where I see
Us happy like it was meant to be
But they're just pipe dreams

And I'm stuck somewhere between selfish
And a question still unanswered
Its only fear that's speaking back to me
Year after year i just want you to be happy
As I over think everything about me annually