Again Again by Mikal Cronin Lyrics

Oh, I got a funny feeling
That the words are wheeling back and forth inside your mind
And oh, I wouldn't start believing
That the things I do for you will make me feel all right
But, no, I'm getting so much older
And it's so much colder every night you're by my side
But, no, I gotta get ahold of
Gotta get ahold of what I need to get back mine(?)

One more time, and I'll think it over
One more time, cuz I lost control
One more time, and I'll f*ck it over
Again, again, again and again, I know

And so, I (?????????)
Keeping all the weight and all the way(?) upon my back
And I want to let the game go
But you bet I know how long it takes to get on track
But, no, I'm getting so much older
And I can't control the things I need to be all right
But, oh, I gotta get a hold of
Gotta get a hold of what I need to feel tonight(?)
One more time, and I'll think it over
One more time, cuz I lost control
One more time, and I'll f*ck it over
Again, again, again and again, I know