Am I Still Here by Midnight Skies Lyrics

What am I doing with my life
How can I prove I'm still alive

All the same everyday I'm just getting by
I'm afraid I'm ashamed of what's inside

Get ready, wish i could deny it
Am I still here?

I'm feeling tucked inside myself without a lie
Seeking comfort to find peace of mind
? the end being together again
? feel my desire
I need a safer place to hide

Looking now and I think back
Count on my regret
When there's things i wanna take back (we're running from what's inside my head)
And slowly taking over, killing everything I was

Get ready, wish i could deny it
Am I still here?
And now I've wasted everything is bleeding
I can't see clear
I'm feeling tucked inside myself without a lie
Seeking comfort to find peace of mind
It's all for (?) the end being together again
? feel my desire
I need a safer place to hide

Lifeless mindless
Trying to fight it
Silence blind it
I'll never find it