Heart of May by Midnight Fusic Lyrics

I was sitting on my bathroom floor
Talking to myself
Saying things I've never said before
But that's okay, no one heard it

Could I have fought it?
Instead I avoided it
All the shouts, the curses, the mess we made
All the fun, the love and the things we said
All seem to be forgotten

And now I'm stuck
In the Heart of May
Right now, today
Feels like yesterday

You were sitting by my bed at 2
Talking to yourself
Saying that our love was black and blue
But that's okay, no one heard it
Then she stood and she said
All the would's and the could's that run through my head
All the things I never got to say
It doesn't matter anyway

Could I have fought it?
Instead I avoided it
All the shouts, the curses, the mess we made
All the fun, the love and the things we said
All seem to be forgotten

And now I'm stuck
In the Heart of May
Right now, today
Feels like yesterday