The Diary by Michael Morris Lyrics
(Verse 1)
There are times, when I'd take a look at my life
Like where did everything go wrong?
Do I even belong, in this world, along with everyone else?
Feels like I'm livin' in hell
Seems like the medication is the only thing that helps
It's the only way I can cope with
The floodgates in my head were opened
Letting all the problems flow in, like the ocean
Just drowning every intention
Of trying to make this simple life worth livin'
And I admit it, I had an addiction, to the pills, the prescription
The attention I was getting? I honestly don't miss it
And the description I would give, to anyone that's listenin'
Is different, than what I'm actually feelin' in my head
There's just somethin' in my brain
I can't explain, the way, I felt the day
I was taken away, by the state
I was only a child, forced into a life so cold
Left all alone, me and my sisters driftin' home to home
(Hook)
Then I heard a voice in my head tellin' me it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
Just take this blunt, light it up, smoke it and we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high
Then I heard a voice in my head tellin' me it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
Just take this blunt, light it up, smoke it and we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high
(Verse 2)
This is the diary of an invisible being
He's a part of me I think I don't want anyone seeing
And if I told you I cast him free, don't believe me
I gotta guard the way my friends and family perceive me
I'm just a victim of a tragedy, cast onto me
I didn't understand the consequences that would come to be
The nightmares that would come to me
With dreams of havin' a family that loved me
A mother who wouldn't put nothin' else above me
And it felt like the water was drowning me
Like I was suffocating, I could barely breathe
Locked myself up inside a cage and threw away the key
Guarantee there's not a single person that would ever fucking look for me
Most days I just sat there wonderin', what could have been
If there was someone who actually believed in me
I put my hand out for anybody who would reach for me
And there I waited, until I...
(Hook)
...heard a voice in my head tellin' me it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
Just take this blunt, light it up, smoke it and we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high
Then I heard a voice in my head tellin' me it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
Just take this blunt, light it up, smoke it and we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high
There are times, when I'd take a look at my life
Like where did everything go wrong?
Do I even belong, in this world, along with everyone else?
Feels like I'm livin' in hell
Seems like the medication is the only thing that helps
It's the only way I can cope with
The floodgates in my head were opened
Letting all the problems flow in, like the ocean
Just drowning every intention
Of trying to make this simple life worth livin'
And I admit it, I had an addiction, to the pills, the prescription
The attention I was getting? I honestly don't miss it
And the description I would give, to anyone that's listenin'
Is different, than what I'm actually feelin' in my head
There's just somethin' in my brain
I can't explain, the way, I felt the day
I was taken away, by the state
I was only a child, forced into a life so cold
Left all alone, me and my sisters driftin' home to home
(Hook)
Then I heard a voice in my head tellin' me it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
Just take this blunt, light it up, smoke it and we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high
Then I heard a voice in my head tellin' me it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
Just take this blunt, light it up, smoke it and we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high
(Verse 2)
This is the diary of an invisible being
He's a part of me I think I don't want anyone seeing
And if I told you I cast him free, don't believe me
I gotta guard the way my friends and family perceive me
I'm just a victim of a tragedy, cast onto me
I didn't understand the consequences that would come to be
The nightmares that would come to me
With dreams of havin' a family that loved me
A mother who wouldn't put nothin' else above me
And it felt like the water was drowning me
Like I was suffocating, I could barely breathe
Locked myself up inside a cage and threw away the key
Guarantee there's not a single person that would ever fucking look for me
Most days I just sat there wonderin', what could have been
If there was someone who actually believed in me
I put my hand out for anybody who would reach for me
And there I waited, until I...
(Hook)
...heard a voice in my head tellin' me it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
Just take this blunt, light it up, smoke it and we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high
Then I heard a voice in my head tellin' me it'll be alright, it'll be alright, it'll be alright
Just take this blunt, light it up, smoke it and we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high, yeah we'll all get high