Nihilist by Mestizo Lyrics
Can't take your lovin from me, just know that I love you, baby
Can’t take your lovin from me, just know that I love you, baby
I'm dead, I'm gone
My center has been gone, now I’m denied
I tell myself, "Well hell, I tried", stare wide-eyed
Ride out to the blind side, lookin for your white lies
Lookin for the devil in your eyes, in your eyes and your structure
Lookin at a magmatize and I can't see how I'm surprised and I
I'm lookin for a better one, the better position to put me into, to better days
Sped away, dead away, been away, long gone, long time ago
Aches and pains, I've been crushed
I've been denied and my soul has tried to win, so god damn hard
And now all I got left is this here scar
I planned it, planned for the children
(________?) laughin, hide your prize inside
And pain remove my fameless face and now I can die
And I....
Can't take your lovin from me, just know that I love you, baby (x2)
From the blink of an eye, life changes
Sometimes without warning and sometimes even tho you know its going to happen but you do nothing to prepare yourself for it
I like to think of myself as spontaneous, I was
Somewhere between A and B lies a big meaning for the destruction that I dont know the cause between here and there more often than not
(______?) too
Because by the shape of things to come, I'mma gonna fuck you in one form or another
Believe in change, change is easy for me
Solidarity that’s the tricky one
I could blend in jump flies mutate drop in with any color and I become a chameleon
But tell me to stay in one place too long and I’ll self-destruct in 5 short breaths
The spirit hates authority, that's why it always tries to break all physical laws
Especially the ones that are meant to keep you and me safe
It’s careless and carefree, never careful
Sometimes I can't believe I'm still walking in this bag of bones
The answer to my survival tactics, lie in my unbreakable, pain tolerance
So, with my callus bruised knuckles, I fight and wrestle
So much fight left in me, so much fight left in me
Afraid I could possibly destroy the world around me
______?
______? the undiscovered
No time left, only time in front of me
I run towards you
And I _____?
I'm dead
Can’t take your lovin from me, just know that I love you, baby
I'm dead, I'm gone
My center has been gone, now I’m denied
I tell myself, "Well hell, I tried", stare wide-eyed
Ride out to the blind side, lookin for your white lies
Lookin for the devil in your eyes, in your eyes and your structure
Lookin at a magmatize and I can't see how I'm surprised and I
I'm lookin for a better one, the better position to put me into, to better days
Sped away, dead away, been away, long gone, long time ago
Aches and pains, I've been crushed
I've been denied and my soul has tried to win, so god damn hard
And now all I got left is this here scar
I planned it, planned for the children
(________?) laughin, hide your prize inside
And pain remove my fameless face and now I can die
And I....
Can't take your lovin from me, just know that I love you, baby (x2)
From the blink of an eye, life changes
Sometimes without warning and sometimes even tho you know its going to happen but you do nothing to prepare yourself for it
I like to think of myself as spontaneous, I was
Somewhere between A and B lies a big meaning for the destruction that I dont know the cause between here and there more often than not
(______?) too
Because by the shape of things to come, I'mma gonna fuck you in one form or another
Believe in change, change is easy for me
Solidarity that’s the tricky one
I could blend in jump flies mutate drop in with any color and I become a chameleon
But tell me to stay in one place too long and I’ll self-destruct in 5 short breaths
The spirit hates authority, that's why it always tries to break all physical laws
Especially the ones that are meant to keep you and me safe
It’s careless and carefree, never careful
Sometimes I can't believe I'm still walking in this bag of bones
The answer to my survival tactics, lie in my unbreakable, pain tolerance
So, with my callus bruised knuckles, I fight and wrestle
So much fight left in me, so much fight left in me
Afraid I could possibly destroy the world around me
______?
______? the undiscovered
No time left, only time in front of me
I run towards you
And I _____?
I'm dead