Second Time by Melly Jade Lyrics

Second time you've won again
She doesn't believe me
She takes your word over mine
I could never deal with it
Second time I asked for justice
She's cut me off for good
I'm so full of hate now
I got enough rage to wipe out the whole world
Stupid me I thought I'd moved on
Obviously not!!
She hates me coz I rocked the fucking boat
She hates me coz I spoke up!
Second time I'm blamed again
She justified his actions
I don't like who I am
These feelings or these emotions
You want me to be silent
Second time I tried and failed
To stand up for myself
You make me feel so fucking low
You don't wanna know
Second time I misjudged her
Once again I'm dismissed
And I never imagined that you could make me feel like this
Silly me!! I thought that you would make the right decision
I thought that you would make the right choice
And I'm a fool for ever thinking that you would actually put me first
I hate these thoughts I hate these feelings
Don't mention love when you don't know the meaning of it