Da midnight devil by Mcsadick Lyrics

Back to past,in my way back from africa;darkness was in my mind!
This period was a vivid nightmare !
Each second i've been in position to pray in order not to give my soul to the devil itself !
I was thinking i were a demon on earth !
But i was keeping brightness in breed !
I don't know how i pass by through darkness!
I think i was the midnight devil,and that i was da incarnation of evil!
I thought :why am i on this planet for?
Am i here to destroy everything around?
But a kind of light was still in my mind!
For the first time ,i was scared about my own thoughts !
It was a living nightmare ,and for the rest of my life i would be affected by!
Only God knows how strong i struggled !
Did the almighthy protect my mind, and give me the strengh to survive ?
I think so !
At da moment i wish to die to make this suffering stop!
Til i die ,i will remember this nightmare !
But i guess da light save my life;and each second i can breathe i try to get stronger !
I can't forget,but as time pass by i try to be wiser than yesterday !