Dormant by McPadden Music Lyrics
I'm laying in my bed, brain vacant and dead
I need to make plans but I'm waiting instead
Waiting for the strength to start raising my head up
Monotony has gotten me lazy and fed up
Same walls, same ceiling and floor
I'm tired of this life, man I really want more
If I could rise any time and flee from it all
I would if I could, no reason to stall
But I'm stuck in this rut, so deep in this gorge
No ladder to climb, no key for the door
I'm trying to run away but I've been here before
Coz even when I'm outdoors, it feels like I'm indoors
Can't even shout when I'm sealed in these brick walls
And yeah the window's open but it does really matter
Coz every single day is the same kind of weather
Wherever there is rain or sun in my eyes
All I see are gray clouds up in the skies
Searching for a piece of mind in pieces of my own mind
Both hands were on the wheel but I ignored the roadsigns
Now I've gotten stuck, deep inside a ditch
But I would be a hypocrite to say that life's a bitch
I didn't deal the card but I didn't fold them either
Reckless with my money coz it grows on trees
Or at least I thought so, coz leaves are green
But now it's getting colder, the green is leaving
Replaced by the gray I can see it clearly
I'm not scared of darkness or monsters in my cupboard space
But I am scared of regret showing me its ugly face
And I fear that there might just come a day
When it'll come and stay despite my best attempts to run away
So why try, what's the point in raising my head up
Laying in my bed, brain vacant and dead
I need to make plans but I'm waiting instead
Waiting for the strength to start raising my head up
Monotony has gotten me lazy and fed up
Same walls, same ceiling and floor
I'm tired of this life, man I really want more
If I could rise any time and flee from it all
I would if I could, no reason to stall
But I'm stuck in this rut, so deep in this gorge
No ladder to climb, no key for the door
I'm trying to run away but I've been here before
Coz even when I'm outdoors, it feels like I'm indoors
Can't even shout when I'm sealed in these brick walls
And yeah the window's open but it does really matter
Coz every single day is the same kind of weather
Wherever there is rain or sun in my eyes
All I see are gray clouds up in the skies
Searching for a piece of mind in pieces of my own mind
Both hands were on the wheel but I ignored the roadsigns
Now I've gotten stuck, deep inside a ditch
But I would be a hypocrite to say that life's a bitch
I didn't deal the card but I didn't fold them either
Reckless with my money coz it grows on trees
Or at least I thought so, coz leaves are green
But now it's getting colder, the green is leaving
Replaced by the gray I can see it clearly
I'm not scared of darkness or monsters in my cupboard space
But I am scared of regret showing me its ugly face
And I fear that there might just come a day
When it'll come and stay despite my best attempts to run away
So why try, what's the point in raising my head up
Laying in my bed, brain vacant and dead