The Golden Spiral by McGrady Lyrics

[Chorus]
I’m in a downward spiral
And it’s beautiful
If I end up just like you
That’ll be, my funeral

[Verse 1]
I believed that I was suffering
I scraped my knees more than the other kids
I could never dream in this nothingness
Guess it is, what it is
But I need something rich
Bucket full of money on my bucket list
At least I’d have something to distract from this
I can’t be broken and broke, fuck that shit
Girl It’s late, are you around? I’m just playing with illusions
Guess I’ll wait, to be found? Cause I was never raised with solutions
Race to me now, race to me now
This pain is too loud, this pain is too loud

[Chorus]
I’m in a downward spiral
And it’s beautiful
If I end up just like you
That’ll be, my funeral
[Verse 2]
I’m scared of growing up
So much anxiety, feel like throwing up
Sick to my stomach cause I know I was
Everything I told myself I won’t become
This place is beautiful
Sample my screams and make a musical
I got X’s for eyes like Roman numerals
And I C my life as my funeral

[Chorus]
I’m in a downward spiral
And it’s beautiful
If I end up just like you
That’ll be, my funeral