Nice Guy by MayhemHiphop Lyrics
[Chorus]
Chillin with the night sky
All alone but I know I’m just a nice guy
Disappear into the clouds when the light dies
No one comes cause they know I got the right mind (right mind)
Catching all the side eyes
When it rains I just know it’s cause the night cries
Still Rapping cause I’m lookin for the nice prize
Coming close to the edge it’s like bye-bye
[Verse 1]
A grain of salt you try to take before you take this in
The walls are steep you try to reach but you keep falling in
My heart is deep but I can’t sleep so I just sneak around the street another friend that I can call again like look:
“I’m losing sleep over my dreams so take a look”
“I’m falling deeper for the pills that I just took”
“Ain’t no one coming for the belt the way I come and lose myself it’s like I’m falling apart with an empty sack and an empty shelf but I gotta stay on track now
So lost man it’s got me in the background
Bouncing back to back on the track not knowing if it’s wack got me feelin like ima yakk now
Man... I’m losing my mind
Yes I’m hearing what ur saying it’s getting better with time
But when the time comes I’m losing it, I’m losing the grind
The anger management ain’t working like I’m lost and I’m blind
I’m losing sight of what is right but I still stand up and I try
To try to overcome the stress but I just break down and cry
No going back!
[Chorus]
Chillin with the night sky
All alone but I know I’m just a nice guy
Disappear into the clouds when the light dies
No one comes cause they know I got the right mind (right mind)
Catching all the side eyes
When it rains I just know it’s cause the night cries
Still Rapping cause I’m lookin for the nice prize
Coming close to the edge it’s like bye-bye
[Verse 2]
Hey Mayhem... it’s your conscious man how you doing?
I see you’re having trouble with the dream you say that you pursuing!
I know the picture don’t look perfect right now cause it’s losing movement
But I gotta feeling you gonna hit the top u keep improving
Listen to me
Cause I don’t talk to hear myself speak
I’m here to help you dawg
I know it’s been challenging these past weeks
The liquor to the drugs
You’ve been drowning yourself so you can sleep
And I can feel your pain, we are the same yes you and me
Im a part of you
And yes I feel your hearts in two
Your trembling from your thought but you haven’t even gotten started dude
It’s hard for you
I know it is
Im calling you
You know this shit
And I’m just tryna get on your level so I can follow it
So just try to hold on and try a little harder dude
Your penmanship is excellence you know that I’ve been watching you
So put down that bottle and watch as everybody follows you
Cause if u were found dead just think what would your father do
Fuck
[Chorus]
Chillin with the night sky
All alone but I know I’m just a nice guy
Disappear into the clouds when the light dies
No one comes cause they know I got the right mind (right mind)
Catching all the side eyes
When it rains I just know it’s cause the night cries
Still Rapping cause I’m lookin for the nice prize
Coming close to the edge it’s like bye-bye
[Verse 3]
I know I hear you talk and I’ve been trying my hardest to listen
But EVERYTIME I walk it’s like I’m walking in a prison
I’m stuck up in this cycle
Living to breathe just a vision
A thought what I could become
My body says there’s something missing
I form a fake smile just to blend in with the crowd
I’ve been calling your name so why the fuck you hear me now
I’m in a dark place disappear up in the clouds
Finally got some answers, so I can finally fucking think out loud
I hate this and I hate that
And I hate you and I hate rap
Cause I can’t get back to the mindset
Of a time when I just wanna lay back
But I got a passion
It’s overlooking
It’s opened my head like a open booking
But I can’t get it right cause I running out of light I be waking in the night cause I feel like puking
And I feel like puking
And I don’t know what else to Do i feel my heart has been muted
And when I look into the mirror feels like I’m waiting to lose it
This world has torn me all apart with all these cuts and these bruises
I want it gone
[Chorus]
Chillin with the night sky
All alone but I know I’m just a nice guy
Disappear into the clouds when the light dies
No one comes cause they know I got the right mind (right mind)
Catching all the side eyes
When it rains I just know it’s cause the night cries
Still Rapping cause I’m lookin for the nice prize
Coming close to the edge it’s like bye-bye
Chillin with the night sky
All alone but I know I’m just a nice guy
Disappear into the clouds when the light dies
No one comes cause they know I got the right mind (right mind)
Catching all the side eyes
When it rains I just know it’s cause the night cries
Still Rapping cause I’m lookin for the nice prize
Coming close to the edge it’s like bye-bye
[Verse 1]
A grain of salt you try to take before you take this in
The walls are steep you try to reach but you keep falling in
My heart is deep but I can’t sleep so I just sneak around the street another friend that I can call again like look:
“I’m losing sleep over my dreams so take a look”
“I’m falling deeper for the pills that I just took”
“Ain’t no one coming for the belt the way I come and lose myself it’s like I’m falling apart with an empty sack and an empty shelf but I gotta stay on track now
So lost man it’s got me in the background
Bouncing back to back on the track not knowing if it’s wack got me feelin like ima yakk now
Man... I’m losing my mind
Yes I’m hearing what ur saying it’s getting better with time
But when the time comes I’m losing it, I’m losing the grind
The anger management ain’t working like I’m lost and I’m blind
I’m losing sight of what is right but I still stand up and I try
To try to overcome the stress but I just break down and cry
No going back!
[Chorus]
Chillin with the night sky
All alone but I know I’m just a nice guy
Disappear into the clouds when the light dies
No one comes cause they know I got the right mind (right mind)
Catching all the side eyes
When it rains I just know it’s cause the night cries
Still Rapping cause I’m lookin for the nice prize
Coming close to the edge it’s like bye-bye
[Verse 2]
Hey Mayhem... it’s your conscious man how you doing?
I see you’re having trouble with the dream you say that you pursuing!
I know the picture don’t look perfect right now cause it’s losing movement
But I gotta feeling you gonna hit the top u keep improving
Listen to me
Cause I don’t talk to hear myself speak
I’m here to help you dawg
I know it’s been challenging these past weeks
The liquor to the drugs
You’ve been drowning yourself so you can sleep
And I can feel your pain, we are the same yes you and me
Im a part of you
And yes I feel your hearts in two
Your trembling from your thought but you haven’t even gotten started dude
It’s hard for you
I know it is
Im calling you
You know this shit
And I’m just tryna get on your level so I can follow it
So just try to hold on and try a little harder dude
Your penmanship is excellence you know that I’ve been watching you
So put down that bottle and watch as everybody follows you
Cause if u were found dead just think what would your father do
Fuck
[Chorus]
Chillin with the night sky
All alone but I know I’m just a nice guy
Disappear into the clouds when the light dies
No one comes cause they know I got the right mind (right mind)
Catching all the side eyes
When it rains I just know it’s cause the night cries
Still Rapping cause I’m lookin for the nice prize
Coming close to the edge it’s like bye-bye
[Verse 3]
I know I hear you talk and I’ve been trying my hardest to listen
But EVERYTIME I walk it’s like I’m walking in a prison
I’m stuck up in this cycle
Living to breathe just a vision
A thought what I could become
My body says there’s something missing
I form a fake smile just to blend in with the crowd
I’ve been calling your name so why the fuck you hear me now
I’m in a dark place disappear up in the clouds
Finally got some answers, so I can finally fucking think out loud
I hate this and I hate that
And I hate you and I hate rap
Cause I can’t get back to the mindset
Of a time when I just wanna lay back
But I got a passion
It’s overlooking
It’s opened my head like a open booking
But I can’t get it right cause I running out of light I be waking in the night cause I feel like puking
And I feel like puking
And I don’t know what else to Do i feel my heart has been muted
And when I look into the mirror feels like I’m waiting to lose it
This world has torn me all apart with all these cuts and these bruises
I want it gone
[Chorus]
Chillin with the night sky
All alone but I know I’m just a nice guy
Disappear into the clouds when the light dies
No one comes cause they know I got the right mind (right mind)
Catching all the side eyes
When it rains I just know it’s cause the night cries
Still Rapping cause I’m lookin for the nice prize
Coming close to the edge it’s like bye-bye