Plane Ticket by Maxtallies Lyrics
I bought a plane ticket today
It will fly me far far away
From these problems and complications
Stress on my mind so I'm always impatient
I would go anywhere but here
Cause there's just some things that I cannot fathom
If things were different then this wouldn't happen
If things were different then I'd rather be happy
I got a family back home who don't know I'm gone
Left without a farewell not even on the phone
Slow reminder of the pain that I've cost
The old me died in a fire and was lost
They cling to a fraud
To be honest I'm just exhausted
No one knew
Of the prison I had built
And it has no cells
But the overcrowding guilt
And it has no guards
Cause they're all prolly dead
Civil war in my own head
Contemplating is there even anyone left
Sometimes I want to say but sometimes I don't know
Its true that i love you but its better I don't show
Cuz all love has ever done was just hurt me
I never I thought the feeling could be so undeserving
Why does it always seem so unnerving
Why does it always seem I'm unworthy
Sometimes I just feel like
I wanna put the bottle down but it just feel right
I wanna put this pen here cause it might seem like
Only thing I could do is bleed in these bars I write
In these times I write
I remember the past but all we did was fight
I rememeber the time I almost crept thru the night
And I remember looking in the mirror and cursing at the person in sight
I bought a plane ticket today
It will fly me far far away
From these problems and complications
Stress on my mind so I'm always impatient
I would go anywhere but here
Cause there's just some things that you cannot fathom
If things were different then this wouldn't happen
If things were different then I'd rather be happy
I got a girl back home who don't know I'm gone
Left without a farewell not even on the phone
Slow reminder of the pain that I've cost
The old me died in a fire and was lost
She clings to a fraud
To be honest I'm just exhausted
No one knew
Of the prison I had built
And it has no cells
But the overcrowding guilt
And it has no guards
So now I have a chance
Maybe France
See the Eiffel tower
A new day
A new beginning
Not sure where I'll stay but I have this grinning
I lose today but the tomorrow I am winning
Everything will be fine the birds will sing
I shall walk on water but I am no king
And feast with the nobles and dream with the poets
And seem like local but I'll live in the moment
I scream and its better that way
I have a grey hair that reminds me the day
The sun shall fall and rise in my wake
But I have no power
And believe to delay
The phone is a reminder of my loneliness
Ignored texts All the less
Excuses and goodbyes
A nuisance of your minds
Reclusive but I try
Expressive but my words fail me every now and then
Sometimes I just feel like
I wanna put the bottle down but it just feel right
I wanna put this pen here cause it might seem like
Only thing I could do is bleed in these bars I write
In these times I write
I remember the past all we did was fight
I rememeber the time I crept thru the night
And I remember looking in the mirror cursing at the person in sight
It will fly me far far away
From these problems and complications
Stress on my mind so I'm always impatient
I would go anywhere but here
Cause there's just some things that I cannot fathom
If things were different then this wouldn't happen
If things were different then I'd rather be happy
I got a family back home who don't know I'm gone
Left without a farewell not even on the phone
Slow reminder of the pain that I've cost
The old me died in a fire and was lost
They cling to a fraud
To be honest I'm just exhausted
No one knew
Of the prison I had built
And it has no cells
But the overcrowding guilt
And it has no guards
Cause they're all prolly dead
Civil war in my own head
Contemplating is there even anyone left
Sometimes I want to say but sometimes I don't know
Its true that i love you but its better I don't show
Cuz all love has ever done was just hurt me
I never I thought the feeling could be so undeserving
Why does it always seem so unnerving
Why does it always seem I'm unworthy
Sometimes I just feel like
I wanna put the bottle down but it just feel right
I wanna put this pen here cause it might seem like
Only thing I could do is bleed in these bars I write
In these times I write
I remember the past but all we did was fight
I rememeber the time I almost crept thru the night
And I remember looking in the mirror and cursing at the person in sight
I bought a plane ticket today
It will fly me far far away
From these problems and complications
Stress on my mind so I'm always impatient
I would go anywhere but here
Cause there's just some things that you cannot fathom
If things were different then this wouldn't happen
If things were different then I'd rather be happy
I got a girl back home who don't know I'm gone
Left without a farewell not even on the phone
Slow reminder of the pain that I've cost
The old me died in a fire and was lost
She clings to a fraud
To be honest I'm just exhausted
No one knew
Of the prison I had built
And it has no cells
But the overcrowding guilt
And it has no guards
So now I have a chance
Maybe France
See the Eiffel tower
A new day
A new beginning
Not sure where I'll stay but I have this grinning
I lose today but the tomorrow I am winning
Everything will be fine the birds will sing
I shall walk on water but I am no king
And feast with the nobles and dream with the poets
And seem like local but I'll live in the moment
I scream and its better that way
I have a grey hair that reminds me the day
The sun shall fall and rise in my wake
But I have no power
And believe to delay
The phone is a reminder of my loneliness
Ignored texts All the less
Excuses and goodbyes
A nuisance of your minds
Reclusive but I try
Expressive but my words fail me every now and then
Sometimes I just feel like
I wanna put the bottle down but it just feel right
I wanna put this pen here cause it might seem like
Only thing I could do is bleed in these bars I write
In these times I write
I remember the past all we did was fight
I rememeber the time I crept thru the night
And I remember looking in the mirror cursing at the person in sight