Blackballed by Matthew Mayfield Lyrics

Do you, do you like the taste
Of all of you and all of me erased
I know, I know how you feel
Cause all the rage inside is real

I know you got it for me girl
But I never had it for you

So go and tell me I'm a rockstar
Tell me I’ve gone too far
Tell me I'm a man without a pray

Don't give me that blackballed
Show me that I’ve lost them all
Show me I was never enough for them

And I'll show you the real deal
Every inch of stainless steel
Yeah, I'm gone

Can you, can you see in me
Your desperate sense of superiority
How good, how good does it feel
To lie away inside and steal
You always had it for me girl
But I never want it from you

So go and tell me I'm a rockstar
Tell me I've gone too far
Tell me I'm a man without a pray

Don't give me that blackballed
Show me that I've lost them all
Show me I was never enough for them

And open your eyes wide
Reciprocal suicide
Yeah I’m gone

And I love them more than
You could have measured, you could have measured (Oh)
And I love them more than
You could have measured, You could have measured (Oh)

So go and tell me I’m a rockstar
Tell me I've gone too far
Tell me I’m a man without a pray

Don't give me that blackballed
Show me that I've lost them all
Show me I was never enough for them
And open your eyes wide
Reciprocal suicide
Yeah I'm gone