Passion Or Self Indulgences by MattRRuiz Lyrics

I swear to god I wanna die but I could never end it
Where’s my Guardian angel God must have forgotten to send it
Whats life without drugs cause it’s safe to say it’s what I live for
Catch me in my room all day doing them to cure myself from being super bored
And really it sprouted from me being anxious
I was never allowed time to think so now without them I have no patience
Stay in my room all day drowning in my thoughts wishing they hurry up on the space ships
Cause I’m actually curious of what life’s about I know it’s not just this stupid maze bit
And the quicker we out there the quicker we can all feel the amazement
I walk the line between passion and self-indulgences
America forces their god overseas
And they want control over your ovaries
Greedy Whites, Pocahontas, made a mistake chauffeuring