Forthemoment.wav by MattRRuiz Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Honestly I fucking hate this thing called life
Brains a broken lens I can never find the aperture
From one undone idea to the next like a amateur
Over taking anxiety like when you see your ex and think damn it’s her
I’m crashing hard like drift cars that smash curbs
I’m fading quick it’s getting hard to mash words, together
To form some sentences
They want me to conform to their messages
I’m tired of being trapped in my head, shit
[Verse 2]
I use to think Kanye was the most misunderstood but wait till the worlds meets me
I just hope it happens before this anxiety eats me
I haven’t been able to eat food but the beats keep me fed boy
And what the fuck is sleep treat it like a toy cause I just play with the idea of it
Trying to build the life I want like I bought it at Ikea and it
Has a few missing pieces and no Instructions
I have new dissing thesis causing relationship destruction
[Verse 3]
I don’t eat, I don’t sleep, my skateboards the only thing in my life that’s complete
I overspend on fast food cause I’m lost in the kitchen
I’ll be happy ever after when I’m lost daily tripping
Asking what’s the cost of daily tripping
Till it’s mayday mayday spiral flipping
Vitals missing hoping addiction tidal doesn’t rip him
But yet I tease it
You see my brain I try please I try to ease it but it’s hard without the drugs I team with
Honestly I fucking hate this thing called life
Brains a broken lens I can never find the aperture
From one undone idea to the next like a amateur
Over taking anxiety like when you see your ex and think damn it’s her
I’m crashing hard like drift cars that smash curbs
I’m fading quick it’s getting hard to mash words, together
To form some sentences
They want me to conform to their messages
I’m tired of being trapped in my head, shit
[Verse 2]
I use to think Kanye was the most misunderstood but wait till the worlds meets me
I just hope it happens before this anxiety eats me
I haven’t been able to eat food but the beats keep me fed boy
And what the fuck is sleep treat it like a toy cause I just play with the idea of it
Trying to build the life I want like I bought it at Ikea and it
Has a few missing pieces and no Instructions
I have new dissing thesis causing relationship destruction
[Verse 3]
I don’t eat, I don’t sleep, my skateboards the only thing in my life that’s complete
I overspend on fast food cause I’m lost in the kitchen
I’ll be happy ever after when I’m lost daily tripping
Asking what’s the cost of daily tripping
Till it’s mayday mayday spiral flipping
Vitals missing hoping addiction tidal doesn’t rip him
But yet I tease it
You see my brain I try please I try to ease it but it’s hard without the drugs I team with