Purgatory by Matt Currie Lyrics
I feel the lightning inside me and I am highly contagious, enlighten minds with my cadence, independence is underrated, no funding for this creative, or managers salivating, so you can't ruin an idea, when I write it down on the paper
I'm self-aware enough to understand your thinking, I'm self-obsessed enough to think it's about me
My only guide is two eyes with a brain behind it, so my perspective is skewed from the information provided
Internal struggle is purgatory but glorious rhetoric tells a bolder story, hide the mundanity, yeah that's mandatory, meta morph into something better surely, I can transcend, anything they're conforming
Every morning another day of personality forming, how very boring it is, to not feel connected, ignoring, us, on the cusp of destruction, I start recording, and normally all the pain, has subsided briefly enduring, lust
Escape is a must, whether you found a way of venting or you're numb from the drugs
(Pause)
Don't need respect or praise I know a drop in the ocean, can make inspiring waves, an existential haze, I'm only 22, let me have my ominous phase
I am the side effect of ignorant wisdom, a distant memory of my own existence, deflecting enemies into a remission, 'til I got nothing left but love, enough to give them
I wish I had religion, or some other shit to blame, I wish my only goal was having money to obtain, I wish the fucking chemicals inside of me would change, I wish I didn't care I wish I didn't feel ashamed, I wish I wasn't scared, of the power in my brain, I wish you wouldn't stare, why you looking at me strange, I wish wasn't ugly, I wish I wasn't plain, I wish that you would love me, I wish I could do the same!
I'm self-aware enough to understand your thinking, I'm self-obsessed enough to think it's about me
My only guide is two eyes with a brain behind it, so my perspective is skewed from the information provided
Internal struggle is purgatory but glorious rhetoric tells a bolder story, hide the mundanity, yeah that's mandatory, meta morph into something better surely, I can transcend, anything they're conforming
Every morning another day of personality forming, how very boring it is, to not feel connected, ignoring, us, on the cusp of destruction, I start recording, and normally all the pain, has subsided briefly enduring, lust
Escape is a must, whether you found a way of venting or you're numb from the drugs
(Pause)
Don't need respect or praise I know a drop in the ocean, can make inspiring waves, an existential haze, I'm only 22, let me have my ominous phase
I am the side effect of ignorant wisdom, a distant memory of my own existence, deflecting enemies into a remission, 'til I got nothing left but love, enough to give them
I wish I had religion, or some other shit to blame, I wish my only goal was having money to obtain, I wish the fucking chemicals inside of me would change, I wish I didn't care I wish I didn't feel ashamed, I wish I wasn't scared, of the power in my brain, I wish you wouldn't stare, why you looking at me strange, I wish wasn't ugly, I wish I wasn't plain, I wish that you would love me, I wish I could do the same!