Fear by Matt Currie Lyrics
Intro
Sitting on the end of the bed crying the hands shake, shiver, pain killers and red wine
Chorus
Please don't judge me, I am crippled by it all, I could die trying to escape these four walls, can't tell you why I feel this way, I know you don't, fear the fear itself, imprisioned by unknown
Verse 1
I don't wanna talk about it
What?
All the anxiety I've got
I don't wanna talk about the pain
I think I deserve to feel the shame
I don't want to share with you my thoughts
I don't want to worry you of course
I just folded a plastic and then I put it in my coat pocket, I do that everytime I leave the house incase I vomit
People don't appreciate their freedom, simply getting out of bed to them is easy
Whilst I am lying here weeping, another 24 hours without sleeping
Fuck
So quick to ask me for reasons, If knew why I was this way I would be speaking, I seek mindfulness, see calm in the chaos, when I am breathing... (Breath) back to steady beating
Chorus
Verse 2
I don't like to talk about my, self
And I am scared to ask for help
I feel alone and disconnected
These things are detrimental to my health, surf the social media compare myself to someone else, so and so is skydiving while I'm sitting in this cell, click click click click...
Self induced incarceration, busy stewing in this jealously, like happiness basic!
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell, I struggle with emotion, you can probably tell, tell, my brother I feel well, he knows I don't, eyes kill lies from these nervous quotes
And as much as disappear I know my family won't, if I felt like this without them I'd probably dam overdose, I hear them bragging and gloat, who can handle the most, whilst I'm trying not to vomit, with one hand in my coat
Chorus
Sitting on the end of the bed crying the hands shake, shiver, pain killers and red wine
Chorus
Please don't judge me, I am crippled by it all, I could die trying to escape these four walls, can't tell you why I feel this way, I know you don't, fear the fear itself, imprisioned by unknown
Verse 1
I don't wanna talk about it
What?
All the anxiety I've got
I don't wanna talk about the pain
I think I deserve to feel the shame
I don't want to share with you my thoughts
I don't want to worry you of course
I just folded a plastic and then I put it in my coat pocket, I do that everytime I leave the house incase I vomit
People don't appreciate their freedom, simply getting out of bed to them is easy
Whilst I am lying here weeping, another 24 hours without sleeping
Fuck
So quick to ask me for reasons, If knew why I was this way I would be speaking, I seek mindfulness, see calm in the chaos, when I am breathing... (Breath) back to steady beating
Chorus
Verse 2
I don't like to talk about my, self
And I am scared to ask for help
I feel alone and disconnected
These things are detrimental to my health, surf the social media compare myself to someone else, so and so is skydiving while I'm sitting in this cell, click click click click...
Self induced incarceration, busy stewing in this jealously, like happiness basic!
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell, I struggle with emotion, you can probably tell, tell, my brother I feel well, he knows I don't, eyes kill lies from these nervous quotes
And as much as disappear I know my family won't, if I felt like this without them I'd probably dam overdose, I hear them bragging and gloat, who can handle the most, whilst I'm trying not to vomit, with one hand in my coat
Chorus