On My Mind by Matsang Lyrics
[Chorus]
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind
What can I say I need some help with these words that I can’t seem to find (yeah)
Yeah I'm alright. yeah I'll be fine. yeah you were right, a waste of time
Not a day goes by where you’re not on my mind (yeah)
[Verse]
Lately I've been thinking about you too much
Lately I've been thinking that I do too much
Lately, I've been thinking if I pray then I can fight another day
Then I would never have to lose too much
'Cause I lose too much, wondering if you're okay
Put your shoes back on, come outside I want to play
Staring at my phone, wonder "what else can I say?"
To the only one, to pull the colours through the grey
See I have a vision and you see it too
Said I would make it, better make it two
See you never gave up, took all opportunities
Soon you will see you got so much to choose
Told me that you don't deserve to be loved
For all of the things that you've said and you’ve done
If that is the case then I’m trying for what?
You don't understand that you’re all that I got
Living and breathing my lyrical narrative
People are asking me why I'm so negative
Write what I think and I write what I feel
That explains why all of my lyrics are real
Lately been feeling so numb from the pain
I been tryna move on but I still feel the same
I don't drink, don't sleep, don’t think, don't seek
Any help 'cause I wash all of my thoughts in the sink
I won't lie I've been feelin' kinda selfish
I wanted you to be mine and I thought I couldn't help it
I wanted to see you happy
Even if I never really felt it
Don't want to damage everything that we made
All the scars that I carved inside of my brain
The memories that I hit replay, tryna relive that day
Back to the only time, of when I felt okay like damn
[Chorus]
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind
What can I say I need some help with these words that I can't seem to find (yeah)
Yeah I'm alright. yeah I'll be fine. yeah you were right, a waste of time
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind (yeah)
[Verse]
Live so far away, takes so long just to see you
Mind locked up inside a cage, give me the key so I can free you
Took you to a place, where it gets cold when it gets dark
That place is now in ruins, some may say that it's my heart
Yeah
Pick up all the pieces then you put it back together
Now be careful what you say before those pieces start to wither
Nearly lost you once, 'cause I broke that trust
Last thing i ever wanted was to give it all up
I learned my lesson you don't have to believe me
But everything I do's for you, I get that you don't want to see me
So many times I see a mirror, I don't even want to be me
But I gave you the only key that fits the lock so you can free me
It's always 'bout you, It's always 'bout him
It's never 'bout us and what we could've been
It's never 'bout all of the time that we spend
It's all about all of the time we pretend
Never been a time where I doubted that I love you
Never put a thing above you, that was never really enough to
Show you that I really cared, because you know that I was scared
We'd become distant because I was never there
Never even thought about the damage I created
Not to me to you doing all the things you said you hated
Now I feel as if we're faded thinking love is overrated
Even if we never dated, breaking up is always fatal
It's the reason why I waited, know it's complicated
But I feel I'm suffocated like my lungs have been deflated
May the first be the last, put it all in the past
You got a smile on your face, tell me how long does it last?
[Chorus]
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind
What can I say I need some help with these words that I can't seem to find (yeah)
Yeah I'm alright. yeah I'll be fine. yeah you were right, a waste of time
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind (yeah)
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind
What can I say I need some help with these words that I can't seem to find (yeah)
Yeah I'm alright. yeah I'll be fine. yeah you were right, a waste of time
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind (yeah)
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind
What can I say I need some help with these words that I can’t seem to find (yeah)
Yeah I'm alright. yeah I'll be fine. yeah you were right, a waste of time
Not a day goes by where you’re not on my mind (yeah)
[Verse]
Lately I've been thinking about you too much
Lately I've been thinking that I do too much
Lately, I've been thinking if I pray then I can fight another day
Then I would never have to lose too much
'Cause I lose too much, wondering if you're okay
Put your shoes back on, come outside I want to play
Staring at my phone, wonder "what else can I say?"
To the only one, to pull the colours through the grey
See I have a vision and you see it too
Said I would make it, better make it two
See you never gave up, took all opportunities
Soon you will see you got so much to choose
Told me that you don't deserve to be loved
For all of the things that you've said and you’ve done
If that is the case then I’m trying for what?
You don't understand that you’re all that I got
Living and breathing my lyrical narrative
People are asking me why I'm so negative
Write what I think and I write what I feel
That explains why all of my lyrics are real
Lately been feeling so numb from the pain
I been tryna move on but I still feel the same
I don't drink, don't sleep, don’t think, don't seek
Any help 'cause I wash all of my thoughts in the sink
I won't lie I've been feelin' kinda selfish
I wanted you to be mine and I thought I couldn't help it
I wanted to see you happy
Even if I never really felt it
Don't want to damage everything that we made
All the scars that I carved inside of my brain
The memories that I hit replay, tryna relive that day
Back to the only time, of when I felt okay like damn
[Chorus]
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind
What can I say I need some help with these words that I can't seem to find (yeah)
Yeah I'm alright. yeah I'll be fine. yeah you were right, a waste of time
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind (yeah)
[Verse]
Live so far away, takes so long just to see you
Mind locked up inside a cage, give me the key so I can free you
Took you to a place, where it gets cold when it gets dark
That place is now in ruins, some may say that it's my heart
Yeah
Pick up all the pieces then you put it back together
Now be careful what you say before those pieces start to wither
Nearly lost you once, 'cause I broke that trust
Last thing i ever wanted was to give it all up
I learned my lesson you don't have to believe me
But everything I do's for you, I get that you don't want to see me
So many times I see a mirror, I don't even want to be me
But I gave you the only key that fits the lock so you can free me
It's always 'bout you, It's always 'bout him
It's never 'bout us and what we could've been
It's never 'bout all of the time that we spend
It's all about all of the time we pretend
Never been a time where I doubted that I love you
Never put a thing above you, that was never really enough to
Show you that I really cared, because you know that I was scared
We'd become distant because I was never there
Never even thought about the damage I created
Not to me to you doing all the things you said you hated
Now I feel as if we're faded thinking love is overrated
Even if we never dated, breaking up is always fatal
It's the reason why I waited, know it's complicated
But I feel I'm suffocated like my lungs have been deflated
May the first be the last, put it all in the past
You got a smile on your face, tell me how long does it last?
[Chorus]
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind
What can I say I need some help with these words that I can't seem to find (yeah)
Yeah I'm alright. yeah I'll be fine. yeah you were right, a waste of time
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind (yeah)
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind
What can I say I need some help with these words that I can't seem to find (yeah)
Yeah I'm alright. yeah I'll be fine. yeah you were right, a waste of time
Not a day goes by where you're not on my mind (yeah)