The Darkside by Marui Lyrics

People don't understand my pain
I feel fucking insane
Say im 15 not real pain
But it's going through my brain
I don't feel alive
I feel dead inside
Fuck tomorrow I wanna die tonight
Filled my room with poison tried to take myself out
Didn't work let's try again
Lives a game fuck this pain
Suicide the only option
Numb the pain the only option
I put codeine straight into my brain
Try to make my thought feel sane
While i numb the pain
This is insane
This is insane

Set myself 3 months to live
This pain not gon forgive
Give me xans lased with fentanyl
Will this be regrettable
Take me out like lil peep
Let me fuckin sleep
Let me rest in peace