Ghost Wandering This Earth by Marina V Lyrics

One step forward, hundred steps behind
I guess my progress hasn't gone quite right
Taking pills and reading books to just escape the day
What can I say

Maybe I am lost
Maybe I am scared to see the truth
I'm like a ghost wandering this earth
I feel blind
I'm a fire put out before its time
I'm just a ghost wandering this earth
I'm a ghost wandering this earth

So this is what it feels like to lose track of time
Sometimes it scares me yet it feels so right
It's only the beginning but I'm ready for the end
What can I say

Is it best to fight and lose or never fight at all
You never want to say you lost the game cause you couldn't win them all
Is it best to dream a dream and hide it from yourself
Or are you better off to take that chance and do the best you can
I'll do the best I can...