Navy White by Maria Wirries Lyrics

Holding onto a bottle full of sand
Clearly things didn't go quite as planned
Staying that late just because I can
Another drink might make me able to stand it

Sometimes you go all in and cards won't [?]
You bury a ring in the garden but you can't grow anything
And you find yourself saying goodbye all the time
When does it end? When do you let yourself mend?

You gotta let go one of these days
'Cause there's too much good in front of you to spend your life sideways
Lying in bed, you can sleep when you're dead
Spend one too many a night dreaming in navy and white

Color in the lines, pretty [gold?]
A handful of glitter might make you feel less old
And when you find yourself walking on the edge
Just look around, it's a long way down

But you gotta let go one of these days
'Cause there's too much good in front of you to spend your life sideways
Lying in bed, you can sleep when you're dead
Spend one too many a night dreaming in navy and white
And I ask myself "why was it worth it?"
To tell you the truth, I'm just clinging to my youth
And I ask myself "why was it worth it?"
But that was yesterday and I gotta say is

I'm letting go starting today
'Cause there's too much good in front of me to spend this short life sideways
Lying in bed, hell, I'll sleep when I'm dead
I spend one too many a night dreaming in navy and white

I'm letting go starting today
'Cause there's too much good in front of me to spend this short life sideways
Lying in bed, hell, I'll sleep when I'm dead
I spend one too many a night dreaming in navy and white

There's only one goodbye to navy and white