January 26th 2018 by Mapleway Lyrics

Well, I hope I get through high school
I hope I pass my tests
I hope the future’s bright though
I can’t see a goddamned thing
I’m scattered across the floor

And though I’m lying on this cot
And feel quite comfortable
I hope the IV kills me instead
Blood is drawn in vials, spelling out denial
I’m red - my veins are spent

I’m under so much water
I’m failing my own father
I’m beating heart beats out of sync with what I feel
And what is real

Mania feels so easy
I'm so ashamed of who I am
What’s coming out of my mouth
No self control
I am only what I fear
I can’t look in my own mirror
Sometimes I cry but I’ll be alright
In due time
I saw the light of day
I saw the light of day, today
So gеt the fuck out of my way!