Mirrorman Face Myself by Manga Saint Hilare Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I don't want to go back to where I was
I was scared and lost
Dealing with things I could've stopped
Feel like I'm fuckin' up again 'cause things are getting on top
Wasted time, I never clocked
War in my head, it's never not
As simple as I thought it once was
Thought that I figured it out, I was wrong
All of the ups and downs made me dizzy
Stop that, start that, get that what
Am I going to do now? Demons are too loud
It's arms house in my head back, bruv
Had a couple of questions for God
Ay, all of these setbacks for what?
I don't want them to think I fell off
This path I was on
[Chorus]
Come take a walk with me, come see my world
And all of the things that I've done to be myself
I used relationships to distract me just so I could avoid myself
I never knew what it looked like 'til I reflected and saw myself
So I don't judge, I'm flawed myself
Good and bad 'cause it's all my self
I shouldn't have put them before myself
Can't help them if I don't help myself
I heard but I never took heed, I was giving advice I never took myself
I went over there to confront my enemies, got closer and I saw myself
[Verse 2]
I kept all my tings to myself
Cried at night, but no cries for help
I was taught we talk but don't tell
And I was that type of guy with them type of girls
But I know that I shouldn't do them type of tings
But time and time, I lied to myself
I was trying to make sense of the world, but I never had no sense of self
I never knew I was so sensitive cah I downplayed everything I felt
I've won and I've lost and I've tried and failed
Got back on and off and I went through hell
Am I living or not? Bro, I can't tell myself
[Chorus]
Come take a walk with me, come see my world
And all of the things that I've done to be myself
I used relationships to distract me just so I could avoid myself
I never knew what it looked like 'til I reflected and saw myself
So I don't judge, I'm flawed myself
Good and bad 'cause it's all my self
I shouldn't have put them before myself
Can't help them if I don't help myself
I heard, but I never took heed, I was giving advice I never took myself
I went over there to confront my enemies, got closer and I saw myself
[Verse 3]
Blaming everyone was my go-to
I was in my own little world with my own view
Mad, everybody thinking that they know you
And it's sad 'cause you, you don't even know you
Angry at the things that they done to me
But I never thought about the things that I don't do
That was food for thought and soul food
I was lying to myself, it was so true
Nowhere or hide or go to
When you're trying to run from yourself
You can't smile up on your socials
When it's just you, bro, that won't help
I had to go and unlearn so many things that I taught myself
Looked after them and ignored myself
[Outro]
Come take a walk with me, come see my world
And all of the things that I've done to be myself
I used relationships to distract me just so I could avoid myself
I never knew what it looked like 'til I reflected and saw
I don't want to go back to where I was
I was scared and lost
Dealing with things I could've stopped
Feel like I'm fuckin' up again 'cause things are getting on top
Wasted time, I never clocked
War in my head, it's never not
As simple as I thought it once was
Thought that I figured it out, I was wrong
All of the ups and downs made me dizzy
Stop that, start that, get that what
Am I going to do now? Demons are too loud
It's arms house in my head back, bruv
Had a couple of questions for God
Ay, all of these setbacks for what?
I don't want them to think I fell off
This path I was on
[Chorus]
Come take a walk with me, come see my world
And all of the things that I've done to be myself
I used relationships to distract me just so I could avoid myself
I never knew what it looked like 'til I reflected and saw myself
So I don't judge, I'm flawed myself
Good and bad 'cause it's all my self
I shouldn't have put them before myself
Can't help them if I don't help myself
I heard but I never took heed, I was giving advice I never took myself
I went over there to confront my enemies, got closer and I saw myself
[Verse 2]
I kept all my tings to myself
Cried at night, but no cries for help
I was taught we talk but don't tell
And I was that type of guy with them type of girls
But I know that I shouldn't do them type of tings
But time and time, I lied to myself
I was trying to make sense of the world, but I never had no sense of self
I never knew I was so sensitive cah I downplayed everything I felt
I've won and I've lost and I've tried and failed
Got back on and off and I went through hell
Am I living or not? Bro, I can't tell myself
[Chorus]
Come take a walk with me, come see my world
And all of the things that I've done to be myself
I used relationships to distract me just so I could avoid myself
I never knew what it looked like 'til I reflected and saw myself
So I don't judge, I'm flawed myself
Good and bad 'cause it's all my self
I shouldn't have put them before myself
Can't help them if I don't help myself
I heard, but I never took heed, I was giving advice I never took myself
I went over there to confront my enemies, got closer and I saw myself
[Verse 3]
Blaming everyone was my go-to
I was in my own little world with my own view
Mad, everybody thinking that they know you
And it's sad 'cause you, you don't even know you
Angry at the things that they done to me
But I never thought about the things that I don't do
That was food for thought and soul food
I was lying to myself, it was so true
Nowhere or hide or go to
When you're trying to run from yourself
You can't smile up on your socials
When it's just you, bro, that won't help
I had to go and unlearn so many things that I taught myself
Looked after them and ignored myself
[Outro]
Come take a walk with me, come see my world
And all of the things that I've done to be myself
I used relationships to distract me just so I could avoid myself
I never knew what it looked like 'til I reflected and saw