Warm Up sessions S9.EP36: SBTV by Manek Lyrics
Manek:
I've been tryin my best
To live positive i've been hiding my stress
I'm honest with the lyrics
So i've got to spit it realist
Life's got shit innit, arnt we in a right mess?
When i lie in my bed
Thoughts rise is my head
And i dont wanna talk about it so i rhyme it instead
I write it in depth
Fuck it if you likin it less
Cos there's not a single person that im tryna impress
I'm just tryna find myself
Cos i've got lost in the madness and now my soul feels damaged just like my health
This permanent damage is mashin my mind aswell
I'm gettin angry at the only people that are tryna help
These hoes are evil i ain't tryna find a girl
I suppose we're equal because i am kind aswell
So fuck it ill see you in hell
It's down to you be felt
It's like when nothing in this stupid world
People say they wanna see me doing well
But what's doin well?
You's all seem to think its bein rich and screwin girls
Or is it when your in a position you can help
Anyone that showed you love and they helped you through aswell
We don't know but we let em have opinions
I have to let you know once i get in that position
It's real on the streets and thats why they need to listen
I will not retreat yes i will complete the mission
Still got belief, i dont need no religion
That will not teach me i dont need no tuition
Can't tell me how it is what they say it is it isnt
We're repenters in this system until we did revision
I'm deluded my minds poluted
I'm moving stupid
(?)
And we knew this cunt would do this
Now im on twitter tweeting bout how dang a zoot is
When i know there's feds looking into wondering who moves it
The mind of youth is bein fried by their timeline
Tryna do whats right
(?) is a fine line
Shit ain't got this bad when im in my prime
But there's things i got to highlight while its my time
My brothers pissed sayin that im tryna be his dad
I know he only wants him back and i can see he's mad
Infact i feel the same so with violence we react
See me ragin when i found out that my wife has been a slag
You see its mad
Since a yout ive been a nuisance
As a school student i was onto stupid movements
We used to truent for the sake of it
(?) Blazin spliffs
Chasin chicks and they knew we used to use em
Time flew and now we're olders with a younger lot
And soon they'll be olders other youngers watch
Some other up and comin nutters it just doesnt stop
Its a fucking vicious cycle but its us we love it lots
Coz ive lost the plot
I've gone mad since i lost dad
(?) nothing there to stop me off track
And i had to act (?) reacted one i clocked that
Scrap the shit that didn't help but i care what has
Cos im not a shutuo but i got raps
I'm not a pop-act
Man tryna pop me you get popped back
We dont watch that
We were rockin but we're not a rockband
Fuck a shank i got hands
For anyone tryna stop me cos i got plans
I'm just tryna free my mind
I need my time and if there's certain things i leave behind
I'll be just find, and i know that this weed is fine
But we can try
Trust me there's no need to lie
Believe my rhymes
You know me i dont know why you seem suprised
I'm one of the only MC's that ain't tryna feed you lies
But they ain't notice me, like ive been disguised
Read me like a book but try and write between the lines
If you dont know me then that's for the best
Of all my people there only nothing for the rest
See you later and they owe me
Now im just tryna live my life
Cos there's no hidin from the cause of death
(?) left
Nah, no way i was born to rep
Fuck a gold chain, ill go raisin for the borin skets
Thought you men were down to me
Now i'll be your cause of stress
Now i'll leave you more depressed
And yes its for the best if you haven't met me
Im the manic mantics Manek MC
Ohyour other guy there
Yeah shes havin wet dreams
Do you think i care
Ive been baggin sex clean
Cos i had to get lean had to get P
(?)
But the truth is i am just another man on them streets
Just tryna stack cash and then leave
Them man remember me as a vexed teen
Back at 16 when i was up in birmingham with certain MC's but before you ever heard of em
Rollin with the worst of em
There weren't a single one of us that didn't have the herb on em
Gunnin in the raves, when a body was disturbin em
Why fly with me when im tryna leave the turbulance
(?) Is disturbing me
And there's no swervin em
Bitches back then tellin me i couldn't have them and now i sperm in em
The thing is where im livin even bitches speak the lingo
She ain't stayin with unless there is a dinlo
I've been tryin my best
To live positive i've been hiding my stress
I'm honest with the lyrics
So i've got to spit it realist
Life's got shit innit, arnt we in a right mess?
When i lie in my bed
Thoughts rise is my head
And i dont wanna talk about it so i rhyme it instead
I write it in depth
Fuck it if you likin it less
Cos there's not a single person that im tryna impress
I'm just tryna find myself
Cos i've got lost in the madness and now my soul feels damaged just like my health
This permanent damage is mashin my mind aswell
I'm gettin angry at the only people that are tryna help
These hoes are evil i ain't tryna find a girl
I suppose we're equal because i am kind aswell
So fuck it ill see you in hell
It's down to you be felt
It's like when nothing in this stupid world
People say they wanna see me doing well
But what's doin well?
You's all seem to think its bein rich and screwin girls
Or is it when your in a position you can help
Anyone that showed you love and they helped you through aswell
We don't know but we let em have opinions
I have to let you know once i get in that position
It's real on the streets and thats why they need to listen
I will not retreat yes i will complete the mission
Still got belief, i dont need no religion
That will not teach me i dont need no tuition
Can't tell me how it is what they say it is it isnt
We're repenters in this system until we did revision
I'm deluded my minds poluted
I'm moving stupid
(?)
And we knew this cunt would do this
Now im on twitter tweeting bout how dang a zoot is
When i know there's feds looking into wondering who moves it
The mind of youth is bein fried by their timeline
Tryna do whats right
(?) is a fine line
Shit ain't got this bad when im in my prime
But there's things i got to highlight while its my time
My brothers pissed sayin that im tryna be his dad
I know he only wants him back and i can see he's mad
Infact i feel the same so with violence we react
See me ragin when i found out that my wife has been a slag
You see its mad
Since a yout ive been a nuisance
As a school student i was onto stupid movements
We used to truent for the sake of it
(?) Blazin spliffs
Chasin chicks and they knew we used to use em
Time flew and now we're olders with a younger lot
And soon they'll be olders other youngers watch
Some other up and comin nutters it just doesnt stop
Its a fucking vicious cycle but its us we love it lots
Coz ive lost the plot
I've gone mad since i lost dad
(?) nothing there to stop me off track
And i had to act (?) reacted one i clocked that
Scrap the shit that didn't help but i care what has
Cos im not a shutuo but i got raps
I'm not a pop-act
Man tryna pop me you get popped back
We dont watch that
We were rockin but we're not a rockband
Fuck a shank i got hands
For anyone tryna stop me cos i got plans
I'm just tryna free my mind
I need my time and if there's certain things i leave behind
I'll be just find, and i know that this weed is fine
But we can try
Trust me there's no need to lie
Believe my rhymes
You know me i dont know why you seem suprised
I'm one of the only MC's that ain't tryna feed you lies
But they ain't notice me, like ive been disguised
Read me like a book but try and write between the lines
If you dont know me then that's for the best
Of all my people there only nothing for the rest
See you later and they owe me
Now im just tryna live my life
Cos there's no hidin from the cause of death
(?) left
Nah, no way i was born to rep
Fuck a gold chain, ill go raisin for the borin skets
Thought you men were down to me
Now i'll be your cause of stress
Now i'll leave you more depressed
And yes its for the best if you haven't met me
Im the manic mantics Manek MC
Ohyour other guy there
Yeah shes havin wet dreams
Do you think i care
Ive been baggin sex clean
Cos i had to get lean had to get P
(?)
But the truth is i am just another man on them streets
Just tryna stack cash and then leave
Them man remember me as a vexed teen
Back at 16 when i was up in birmingham with certain MC's but before you ever heard of em
Rollin with the worst of em
There weren't a single one of us that didn't have the herb on em
Gunnin in the raves, when a body was disturbin em
Why fly with me when im tryna leave the turbulance
(?) Is disturbing me
And there's no swervin em
Bitches back then tellin me i couldn't have them and now i sperm in em
The thing is where im livin even bitches speak the lingo
She ain't stayin with unless there is a dinlo